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"And you're letting her."

I couldn't deny it. Didn't want to. "Yes."

"Good." The approval in his voice caught me off guard.

"Don't make my mistakes, Lucas. Don't choose empire over connection. Don't sacrifice love on the altar of control."

The raw honesty in his words, the vulnerability in his expression—these were gifts I'd never expected to receive from the man who'd been my hero and my hardest critic, who'd pushed me relentlessly because he believed I could achieve anything.

I don't know how to do this," I admitted, the confession costing more than I'd anticipated.

"How to be open without feeling exposed. How to connect without surrendering everything I've built my life around."

My father nodded, understanding in his eyes. "None of us do, son. We learn through failure, through loss, through the painful recognition of what matters when everything else falls away." He gestured to his cane, to the physical evidence of his mortality.

"Take it from someone who ran out of time for second chances. Don't wait until it's too late to discover that control is a poor substitute for love."

The words hung between us, weighted with decades of unspoken regrets, of paths not taken, of warmth sacrificed for achievement.

"I'm trying," I said finally. "It doesn't come naturally."

"Of course it doesn't. We Turner men are born with ambition, where our capacity for emotional expression should be."

A smile touched his lips, revealing the man my mother must have loved before ambition hardened him. "But trying matters. Being willing to fail at this—to be imperfect, to make mistakes—matters more than any deal you'll ever close."

This conversation—so unlike any we'd ever shared—felt like a door opening to a relationship I'd never thought possible with my father. Not mentor and protégé, not predecessor and successor, but simply two men acknowledging shared struggles with unexpected honesty.

"Why now?" I asked. "Why this conversation, after all these years?"

He leaned back, something resolving in his expression. "Because I saw how you looked at her during our family lunch. The same way I once looked at your mother, before I convinced myself that success was safer than surrender." His hand tightened on his cane.

"And because facing death has a way of clarifying what you'll regret not saying."

We sat in silence for a moment, the weight of his words settling between us. Outside, the city had fully transitioned to evening, lights twinkling against the darkened sky like stars fallen to earth.

"I've set aside my ownership stake in the Seattle development," I said finally, the decision crystallizing as I spoke it. "Miles will oversee it independently."

My father's eyebrows rose slightly. "That project is your personal passion. You've been planning it for years."

"Yes." I met his gaze directly.

"But Miles needs the opportunity to succeed on his terms, without my shadow. Without my interference. Without my... control."

Understanding dawned in his eyes. "That's quite a concession."

"It's not a concession. It's a choice." The distinction felt important.

"To trust him. To give him room to either succeed spectacularly or fail on his terms. To show him what I should have shown him years ago—that my standards don’t measure his worth.”

"And if he fails?"

"Then he fails. And learns from it. And knows that his value to me doesn't change based on outcomes." The words emerged with surprising ease, as if they'd been waiting for expression. "The way his value never should have been contingent on meeting impossible expectations in the first place."

My father studied me for a long moment, something like respect dawning in his expression. "Savannah's influence, I presume?"

"Partly," I acknowledged. "She's helped me see patterns I was too close to recognize. But this is my decision. My recognition that some things matter more than control."

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