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SERENITY VEYLOR-KORVEN
Two days before the wedding anniversary
Be ready... And wear the dress I just got delivered for you.
āFor fuckās sake, who the hell does he think he is?ā I grumbled, reading over the handwritten note Konflict sent, informing me I was to get ready for the Big Sixās evening. I tossed the note across the room and didnāt care where it landed. My whole body buzzed with fury as my eyes landed on the dress he wanted me to wear. I had to admit, the damn thing was breathtaking. When Valery brought it up earlier, my eyes lit up before she told me it came from my idiot of a husband.
It was a showstopper, a red evening gown with a sculpted bodice that would hug every inch of my curves, covered in red sequins that would catch the light and set my skin on fire with every step. The neckline plunged low, and the back was open all the way down to the base of my spine. Just looking at it, I couldalready see how it would cling to my body and make my skin glow. I would look devastating in it. But there was no way in hell I would ever put it on just because he asked. I hated that man so much I couldnāt even stand to hear him breathe.
The days had rushed by at the speed of light, dragging me violently closer to the moment when Konflict would finally take my life. Every night I slept, I woke up convinced I was ready, that there could be no other ending, not when I had nothing left to fight for, no reasonnotto let go. My family was goneāat least, the family that was supposed to mean somethingāthough their presence had never filled the emptiness inside me. I was truly alone.
The only person who ever made me want to fight, to live, to become something more, was Kate Korven, and sheād been ripped out of my world without warning. I used to think my love for Konflict would be enough to make me want to keep going, but after a year of catastrophic marriage, all I had left was hate and a bone-deep craving for it all to end. There was nothing left in this life for me, nothing Iād regret when I was gone.
Except... Knox.
He was the breath of fresh air Iād been starving for. The version of my husband Iād dreamed about; the man Iād wished I could have every day. Just like Iād promised, every night I went to Vixenās to find him and lose myself in his arms. Ever since he told me never to deprive him of my body again, I hadnāt missed a single day. He was always there, waiting, ready for me, ready to give me any pleasure I craved. He had no idea how much letting me see him as the man I loved healed something in me, as if I could die having tasted my most intimate wishāto lose myself in my husbandās arms. No hate, no bitterness, just pure desire.
That was what I felt with Knox. With him, I experienced a loving and passionate version of Konflict, even though I knew deep down it was only a projection of my heart. Knox let mehave that fantasy because he understood how much I needed it. But every morning, reality reeled me back in when I returned to the Korven estate, to my routines, to my countdown, and to my husband, whom I still despised with every cell in my body.
Over the past two weeks, Konflict had grown more unbearable than ever. Maybe it was just the tension of my final days, maybe I was taking all my stress out on him, but I couldnāt stand the way he acted anymore. He was around all the time, far too present for my liking. Heād show up at the estate nearly every day, asking questions about my day, the conversations always ending in insults and shouting. I couldnāt stand thesightof him. His newfound politeness drove me up the wall because it felt like open mockery.Konflict Korven, being nice. What a joke!
āWhat do you need? What do you like? What can I do for you?ā
He bombarded me with question after question, bringing me gifts I always returned, making me feel like some animal he was fattening up for slaughter. Maybe he wanted to ease his conscience before killing me. If so, I had no intention of making it easy for him. I was cold and distant, and that was how it would remain, even tonight, when I had to show up for my last Big Six party.
I put on the dress Iād picked out for myself, definitely not the one heād sent, but gorgeous in its own way. It was short, showing off my legs, with a slit running scandalously high, and heels that helped accentuate my waist. I left my hair in an afro with a few curls framing my face, and as always, I tucked some flowers into it for my personal touch. One look in the mirror and I smirked, knowing Iād be the talk of the night.
āYou really hate peace, Serenity,ā Valery teased, smiling at me.
āMy nameās Serenity, not Peace,ā I shot back, winking at her before heading for the Marquette estate.
I felt confident, playful, but I didnāt expect to find Konflictwaiting at the bottom of the stairs, dressed in a three-piece suit so sharp it stole the breath from my lungs before I could stop myself. He locked eyes with me the whole way down, face unreadable but gaze so intense I felt stripped bare. His mouth was pinched with frustration, but instead of irritating me, it pulled at something low in my belly. He looked so good I thought I might start ovulating right there.
That thought scared me. What the hell was wrong with me, reacting to him like this, when he was everything I hated. And what was he doing here, anyway? Heād never bothered to escort me to any event in the past. I figured this time would be the sameāmeet at the party, avoid each other all night, just like we always did. But this new personality he decided to try on, days before he was supposed to kill me, was more infuriating than anything.
āWhat the fuck are you doing here? Are you lost?ā I snapped.
He watched me, not replying right away, like he was fighting not to say something heād regret. Heād been controlling himself a lot lately, and that wasnāt like him at all. So I pushed him, wanting to see him drop the act.
āDonāt tell me it took you a whole year to figure out how to collect your wife for an event. Seems a little late to bother.ā
āWhy arenāt you wearing the dress I sent?ā he finally said.
I flashed a smirk I knew would piss him off. āBecause I donāt give a damn about you, your gifts, or your orders just because you decided to try acting like a man in the last two weeks. Go test that out on Eleana Sawyer. Iām not interested in being your experiment. Frankly, I preferred you when you were just an asshole. At least then you were less annoying.ā
He stared into my eyes, unsmiling. I tried to ignore him as I reached the last step, but before I could solidly plant my foot, his hands caught me and lifted me clean off the ground. I didnāt expect it. My heart lurched so hard I thought it might break my ribs as I tried to breathe, desperate not to show how much herattled me.
āWhat the hell are you doing? Put me down!ā I shouted, but he didnāt say a word, just carried me up the stairs, cradling me like a bride and refusing to let go.
My body was pinned to his chest, my heart burning hot and wild. I couldnāt remember ever being this close to him except when he pulled me from that pool. Against my will, I found myself melting, even though I knew I shouldnāt. The scent of his cologne teased my senses and his eyes, dropping to me with something like tenderness, knocked the ground from under me. The strangest part was how familiar it feltālike my body remembered him, it felt as if I belonged right there in his arms.
He kicked open the door, carrying me into my bedroom and my pulse hammered harder.
āWould you rather I undress you myself and put you in the dress I picked or are you going to cooperate and do as I ask, Serenity?ā he asked, his lips so close to mine I could feel the heat of his breath.
It shouldāve sounded like rage, especially when you were planning to murder a woman in two days⦠right? Why the fuck did this man speak so close to my lips, with that flirtatious tone, that look like he was ready to kiss me and make love to me instead of slitting my throat?
āFuck off, Konflict. Put me down and get out of my bedroom,ā I barked, all sharp edges.