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Chapter 34 of "Steel" begins with suspense: âYouâre just Chenoaâs caseworker. You donât know shit,Breanna. You have no clue how we feel... Donât stop reading!
âYouâre just Chenoaâs caseworker. You donât know shit,Breanna. You have no clue how we feel about our daughterâs addiction, so donât play the fake empathy card with me. Itâs really beneath you.â
Her nostrils flared as a poker of white-hot fire prodded her insides. âI knowexactlyhow it feels to have someone you adore hooked on drugs. I know how it feels to have your heart shatter every time your loved one walks out your door, wondering whether or not youâll get that dreaded call that he ODed. What the fuck do you know about me? My brother is an addict. I raised him, but I was a poor substitute for a mother or father. While my parents were having their selfish crisis, we were all falling apart. So donât you fucking tell me I donât know what it feels like.â Her voice cracked and she turned away quickly. She didnât want him to see the tears in her eyes.
Get a grip. Take deep breaths. Slowly. Again.
Then she felt his strong arms around her and she jerked her head up. His face was inches away from hers, his hot breath washing over her. His stare pierced right through her like a sword. Before she could pull away, his lips crushed against hers, moving, tasting, kissing her with such passion that she almost burst into tears.
âIâm sorry you have a brother who makes you worry. Letâs stop fighting each other,â he whispered against her lips.
Being in his arms made her feel so safe and protected, like nothing bad could happen to her. She threw her arms around his neck and kissed him hard, messy, and passionately. He drew her closer, his kisses searing her lips, the heat of his body pressing against her. His fingers caressed her curves and landed on her rounded ass. âFuck,â he said against her lips.
The reality of the situation hit her and she pulled back. âHow do we always get into this position?â she said as she smoothed down her hair.
âBecause weâre attracted to each other, but you keep fighting it.â
âI know I do. Itâs just that I canât get involved. Iâm so fucking confused. I donât really know you, and it seems like you want us to start from the end and work backward. Then thereâs the whole ethical dilemma about me being your daughterâs caseworker. And your mother is thrown into the mix, and thenââ
He tugged her to him and stopped her from talking by pressing his lips on hers again. She moaned. He pulled away. âJust stop, okay? You want to do this right? Letâs go out to dinner tomorrow night. Iâll pick you up at seven.â
âYouâre asking me out on a date?â All her consternations stopped, she was that surprised.
âYeah. What? Havenât you ever been asked out before?â
She nodded. âYes, of course. Itâs just that I didnât think bikers dated.â
âWhat the fuck does that mean?â
âI thought all you guys do is screw and move on. Do you date often?â
He crossed his arms and leaned back. âDo you want to go? And to answer your question, no, I donâtdateoften, but I want to date you. Is this something youâre gonna talk my ear off about?â
She laughed and cupped her chin with her fingers. âIâd love to go out to dinner with you tomorrow night. Itâs just that I was taken aback by your question, thatâs all.â
His hard features softened, his scowl melting away. âGood. Iâll pick you up on my Harley at seven. Iâm gonna start looking for a place to rent. Youâre a persuasive woman, so Iâm pretty confident you can get the department to see your side of things.â
âYou know Iâm doing this for Chenoa because I truly believe she would benefit greatly by spending a lot more time with you. Even though I like you, my focus will always be on whatâs best for her.â
âAs it should be.â He placed his finger on her lips then trailed it down to the base of her throat. âSo you like me now?â
She swallowed and met his gaze. âYes. I do.â
âThat works out fine, Ms. Quine, because I like you too. A lot.â Silence filled the space between them until a knock on the door broke through it. âCome in,â he said, his gaze still locked on hers.
The door opened and a baritone voice said, âYou busy? I got something I need to tell you.â
He broke away from her. âWe just finished. Hang for a few while I walk Ms. Quine out.â
She rose to her feet and placed her pen in her purse. âNo worries. Iâm good. Go ahead and speak with your friend.â She spun around and stared into the dark eyes of a tall, well-built man.This club has some of the best-looking bikers Iâve ever seen.She noticed the âVice Presidentâ patch on his cut and his nameââPacoââunderneath it. She turned to Steel. âThanks for answering my questions. Iâll send over the report in the morning. Bye.â She felt her cheeks warm as she passed by Pacoâs watchful gaze.
âIâll be seeing you,â Steel said as she closed the door behind her.
In the parking lot, she glanced at his office window and saw him standing there, watching her. Warmth spread through her before she waved and slid into the car, her emotions still reeling from what had just happened. She couldnât believe heâd asked her on a date.Like a normal man.At that point, she realized that her view of bikers was screwed up because of her dad.
As she turned onto the main highway, she vowed that sheâd give Steel a chance, pushing aside her prejudices. She was still a bit squeamish about him being her clientâs father, but she knew he was dedicated to Chenoa, and they were both working toward the best thing for her.
She turned on the radio and cranked it up when Bon Joviâs âLiving on a Prayerâ came on. Giddiness bubbled through her like champagne at a celebration. For the first time in a long time, she was happy and excited. And it was wonderful.