Chapter 121 - Twisted Desires
Chapter 121 of "Endless Debt" introduces the scene: Chapter 121: Chapter 74: Twisted DesiresAfter the revelry, a few people at the bar were... Keep going!
Chapter 121: Chapter 74: Twisted DesiresAfter the revelry, a few people at the bar were in complete disarray, as if their perception had gone astray due to drinking too much. They watched the black cat on the bar with eager faces, as if waiting for it to perform a cool backflip.
Nothing is impossible.
In the Undying Club, this haunted place, any outrageous thing happening here seems to be rationalized. This place itself is like a twisted collection of absurdity and neurosis.
Bologue felt that he had started to get used to all this, and from an expertās perspective, it was a good thing. Bologue remained as professional as ever, but from his personal viewpoint, he was somewhat sad, feeling the pain of associating with idiots.
With blue eyes staring at WeiāEr, itās a pity that itās a black cat now. From that pitch-black little face, Bologue couldnāt read any expression or demeanor.
In the silence, an elegant female voice sounded.
"I wonāt elaborate on how I specifically became an undead; it involves some personal issues.
In short, I couldnāt afford the price of the wish, so the wish I got was twisted, which is exactly what you see now."
The black cat said as it turned in a circle, displaying its animal form.
"Itās said that WeiāEr was once a stunning beauty, unfortunately, her appearance couldnāt be preserved," Serey whistled.
"My undying is the transfer of the soul."
Ignoring Serey, WeiāEr continued with its story.
"My soul can transfer between the bodies of animals. In other words, I cannot be killed. Once the body dies, I will awaken from the nearest animal. Even the Condensation of my soul only prolongs my awakening time. When my āGolden Soulā is released, I will awaken again."
"Yes, yes, yes, we once tried to travel around various countries, but WeiāEr fell into the ocean and took three years to crawl back," Serey said, "It is said that the longest time it lived was as a starfish, and the worst experience was as a mola fish."
For WeiāEr, each death is merely the destruction of the body. Its soul will transfer and be reborn.
WeiāEr licked the fur on its body, "Like some kind of law, the Devil always leads us to face what we least want to.
I longed for the eternity of beauty, but it didnāt even let me remain human."
Bologue felt a sense of understanding.
"Then thereās... Scott!" Serey walked to the stone statue, arms wide open, cheering.
"As you can see, Scott canāt speak. Its story can only be told by me," Serey said, patting the stone statueās head with curiosity, "Scottās experience is even older than mine. When I came to the Undying Club, Scott was already here, just a decoration at the door. Later I heard from Sai Zong, and learned its story."
Bologueās mind conjured an image of a beagle gesturing at the statue, explaining to Serey, it seemed so absurd.
"It is said that Scott was an explorer, but as he aged, his body could no longer support his long journeys, so he began to long for immortality.
He wanted more time and a stronger body to explore places he had never ventured, like the ends of the earth, the oceanās depths, and the skyās edge.
One day, he found the Devil and wished to it, but like the others, Scottās wish was twisted. The Devil turned him into a stone statue that can eternally stand untouched by the ravages of time...
Thatās all there is to Scottās story."
Serey then whispered into Bologueās ear.
"Iāve always suspected this is just an ordinary stone statue, and that Sai Zong is deceiving me. But since this damned statue is my good brother, I canāt really smash it open to see if thereās someone sealed inside."
Bologue nodded ambiguously. With Sereyās tales, the Undying Club became increasingly bizarre, and from Sereyās eager attitude, it seemed he had long had plans for Scottās stone statue.
He probably wanted to smash open the statue more than once.
"That skeleton man, Bode, youāve also met. According to Bodeās account, before becoming undead, he was an extremely wealthy tycoon. Endless wealth allowed him to enjoy all the splendors of life, and all the sensory stimuli were almost numbing to him... but wealth cannot buy time.
At the brink of death, he made a wish to the Devil, giving up all his wealth, but it still wasnāt enough. The Devil took his flesh and turned him into a skeleton. This doesnāt sound too bad, right? Although itās a bit scary, at least heās become an undead.
But the truth is, the skeletal Bode can feel nothing, no pain, no sensation, no hunger, nor exhaustion... none of the feelings he once cherished remain, only endless, pale time accompanies him."
Serey lamented, "Listening to him, this guy really loved to drink, but after becoming undead, that taste exists only in memory. Yet over time, even memories begin to fade and yellow, making reality hard to discern."
"Oh! Right, thereās another one! I forgot!"
Serey thought of something and quickly slipped into the room behind the bar. Not knowing what he was doing, after a while, he came out pushing a wheelchair.
"This is the āOld Undying.ā I canāt quite remember his exact name, just like with Scott. When I got here, he was already here."
Serey pushed the wheelchair in front of Bologue, introducing this member to him.
"You see the state heās in. Iām really afraid something might happen to him, so most of the time, I just keep him inside."
Serey introduced to Bologue, "According to Sai Zong, before becoming an Undead, the āOld Undyingā was an accountant, very skilled in calculations. Because of this, he repeatedly confirmed the terms in his deal with the Devil, afraid that his wishes would be twisted like Scottās, WeiāErās, or Bodeās."
Shrugging helplessly, Serey said.
"But obviously, he couldnāt outsmart the Devil... Very few people can beat those cunning fellows."
Bologueās expression became serious. He couldnāt ascertain whether the "thing" on the wheelchair still counted as human. It only had a semblance of a human outline, with its body shriveled and collapsed, skeletal like a mummified corpse.
The eye sockets were deeply sunken, making it difficult to discern the presence of eyeballs. The skin was shriveled and hardened like dead wood, full of cracks. The lips were completely dried out, exposing the gums where teeth had long fallen out. Looking through those deep crevices, the throat appeared as fragile as a weathered pipe, ready to shatter at a touch.
It was like a sculpture eroded by wind, crumbling to dust with the slightest tremor.
"The Devil granted him immortality but never said he wouldnāt age... āOld Undyingā is already hundreds of years old. With a normal body, he would have died from organ failure long ago. But under the Devilās Blood Contract, no matter how withered his flesh becomes, he still wonāt die.
That sharp, swift mind is trapped in this continuously aging yet undying shell."
Looking at the mummified body on the wheelchair, Serey said, both horrified and scared, "Actually, I feel like he died a long time ago. Long ago, he could still react slightly to the outside world. Now heās completely silent... Maybe he wants to react but canāt. After all, heās become like this."
"These are all the permanent members of the Undying Club," WeiāEr said.
"What about Sai Zong? That beagle," Bologue asked, but Serey didnāt explain about Sai Zong.
"I donāt know. Sai Zong should be the oldest among us. It seems he existed when the Undying Club was founded. As for his past and immortality, heās never talked about it... actually, it seems weāve never asked either."
Serey glanced around, muttering.
"Youāve seen what Sai Zong looks like. Heās the real oddity. Sai Zong found being human meaningless and started playing ārole-playing.ā He turned himself into a dog," Serey said, then asked, "WeiāEr, how long has Sai Zong been like this?"
"Sixty years? Seventy years? Iām not sure either," WeiāEr said.
"Itās about that long. At first, I couldnāt accept it, but Sai Zong got really into his act," Serey said helplessly, "Dogs donāt speak human, so Sai Zong hasnāt spoken to us in sixty or seventy years. He just barks every day. Fortunately, we had an understanding before, so even when he barks, I can roughly understand his meaning."
Bologueās expression twitched slightly, and the next second, Sereyās voice turned serious as he asked.
"So, do you understand now, Bologue?"
"I... I roughly understand the story youāre telling. Devils are a bunch of cold merchants. They wonāt make a losing deal, and they must have some plot against me, though I donāt know what it is yet."
Bologue said, looking around, his gaze sweeping past WeiāEr and the statue, then at the mummy on the wheelchair.
"They will twist our wishes. The more we desire something, the more we lose it..."
Those who desire the flesh lose their human form; those who pursue freedom find themselves imprisoned in a statue; those who yearn for the mortal world now feel nothing; those skilled at calculation endure the erosion of time, continually aging and decaying.
"Yes, but thereās one more critical point, Bologue."
Serey suddenly leaned close to Bologue, their faces and eyes aligned, as if conspiring some earth-shattering plot.
"Sometimes, we may gain something first, and then lose something."
Serey pressed Bologueās head, forcing him to listen intently to every syllable, as if this was a secret that should never be spoken, one that should be deeply buried.
"Perhaps... perhaps we first obtained something, and therefore lost something."
Serey gave a wry smile.
"Like the Night King, who gained an Undying Body, but the Villeries forever lost their future."