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He placed a hand on Trevor’s cheek to make sure he was looking at him. “Hey. It’s going to be great. It’s me and you, so even more than great. It’ll be amazing.”

Trevor shook his head. “Sometimes I think you have too much confidence in me.”

“Nope. I think I have the right amount.” Skyler scooted down so he was lying on the pillows again. “Now please come here,” he requested, holding out his arms.

Trevor lay down and they rolled onto their sides, legs tangling automatically as they kissed. Their hands were everywhere, and when one of Trevor’s landed on his ass, Skyler groaned and pressed his hips forward, making Trevor groan too. He couldn’t believe this was finally happening, and despite all of Trevor’s previous hesitations, it was obvious he wanted it just as much.

It wasn’t until the hand on his ass started to explore, and Trevor’s finger brushed against his hole, that Skyler experienced a brief flash of worry. They’d never gone there before, and what if he didn’t like it? But then Trevor’s finger was back, and this time when he applied the slightest pressure, it had Skyler wanting more.

Like right now.

He needed it. Needed it like he needed air to breathe.

“Please,” he gasped out against Trevor’s lips.

Trevor stopped kissing him and smiled. And god, it was blinding like the fucking sun. “Patience, baby. We waited this long. I’m not going to rush it now. Can you turn over for me? Lie down on your stomach?”

He’d never rolled over so fast in his life. Like a dog eager for a bone. He almost elbowed Trevor in the face in his haste.

Trevor draped himself over his back and slowly kissed his way down his spine. It was incredibly sweet, but Skyler didn’t know if he could take any more teasing. He wanted it now. He turned his head, ready to tell Trevor that, right as Trevor used his hands to spread his cheeks apart, and then ducked his face in between them.

Skyler barely registered what was happening before he felt a tongue swipe over his hole. He faceplanted into the pillow, crying, “Oh god, oh god, oh god,” but his voice was muffled, so who knew if Trevor understood him. He wasn’t even sure he was saying actual words anyway, to be honest. Might have been gibberish.

Trevor used tentative licks, like he wasn’t sure what he was doing. Because obviously he’d never done this before. But even so, the sensations already felt incredible.

Trevor’s hands were shaking a bit as he held him open, so Skyler reached back and placed his hands over Trevor’s. He ran his thumbs over Trevor’s skin, and that was when Trevor really dove in. Suddenly he was eating him out with more intent, sucking at his rim, getting him wet and loose. And when Trevor’s tongue started to wiggle its way inside of him, Skyler lost control of his arms, letting them drop away uselessly as he gasped and moaned.

He felt boneless. Kind of brainless too, unable to form coherent thoughts. His entire existence became centered around the feeling of Trevor’s mouth on a place he had no idea could be so sensitive.

Holy fuck.

All the needy noises he made seemed to spur Trevor’s confidence. He wasn’t even aware of Trevor reaching for the lube, but then a slick finger prodded him gently for a moment before it slid inside.

Andfuck, how could he have ever doubted for a second that he would love this?

Soon Trevor added a second finger. And eventually, a third. And Skyler could only take a minute of that before he was writhing against the mattress and chanting, “Pleasepleaseplease, I’m ready, please now, please,” like a lunatic.

“Okay,” Trevor said, voice rough as if he were the one being overwhelmed with pleasure, and then he carefully withdrew his fingers.

Eager to finally get to the main event, Skyler raised himself onto his hands and knees.

“No,” Trevor said gently. “Lie down on your back.”

He twisted his head to look back at him. “But isn’t this how it’s usually…”

“This isn’t porn, Sky. We can do it however we want, and I want to be able to see your face. I want to kiss you while I make love to you.”

Skyler couldn’t help but giggle at that last part. “That was the cheesiest thing ever.”

Trevor shrugged, unconcerned. “Stop being so perfect and maybe I’ll manage to stop being so cheesy.”

“No. Don’t ever stop. I love it.” He was pretty sure Trevor was the perfect one, but he wouldn’t object to hearing things like that.

“I love you,” Trevor said.

“I love you too. Now please fuck me.”

Trevor made a twirling motion with his fingers, which Skyler understood, flipping onto his back again. After rolling on a condom, Trevor used a ridiculous amount of lube, slathering it on himself and smearing it against Skyler until it was dripping all over the sheets.