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Chapter 11 of "Secret Desire" opens revealing the plot: I brace myself for violenceâfor him to pull a gun, put his hands around my... Discover what happens!
I brace myself for violenceâfor him to pull a gun, put his hands around my throat⌠whatever method they've chosen. But he just stands there, looking at me with those cold eyes, his expression unreadable.
"Sit down," he says. His accent is thicker than I remember, the words slightly clipped.
I don't move. I can't. My legs feel like they're made of concrete.
"Sit," he repeats. It's not a request.
I sink onto the edge of the bed, my hands gripping the mattress to keep them from shaking. He stays by the door, his posture relaxed but alert, like a predator that doesn't need to rush because the prey has nowhere to go.
"You heard gunshots," he says. Thereâs no question in his words.
I nod, not trusting my voice.
"You think you are next."
Another nod.
Something that might be amusement flickers across his face, but it's gone too quickly to be sure. "You are not next."
The words don't register at first. I stare at him, waiting for the punchline, the twist, the moment when he reveals this is just psychological torture before the end.
"You are worth more alive than dead," he continues, his tone businesslike and clinical. "Specifically, you are worth a ransom."
Ransom.The word hangs in the air between us.
"Your father is a billionaire," he says. "Iâm told he is a very wealthy man. He will pay to get you back."
Relief floods through me so suddenly and completely that I feel lightheaded. I'm not going to die. Not right now. Not today. They want money, not my life. The repetition of it, here and now, when I thought for sure that they had changed their minds, makes it feel more real. As long as my father pays, I will be fineâŚand why wouldnât he? My father isnât the warmest man in the world, but I do know he loves me. And heâs poured immense amounts of money into my schooling and comfort. He wouldnât refuse to pay when it means my life.
I try desperately to hide the relief and keep my face neutral, but I'm not sure I succeed. His eyes narrow slightly, like he can read every emotion crossing my features.
"Here is how this works," he says, pulling a folded piece of paper and a pen from his pocket. "You write a letter to your father. You will tell him you are alive, you are unharmed, and that you will be returned safely in exchange for money. You sign it, and I will call so he can speak to you, then send it to him. He pays. You go home." He sets the paper and pen on the dresser, his movements precise and controlled.
"Itâs that simple," he adds. "A business transaction. Nothing personal."
I find my voice finally, though it comes out rougher than I'd like. "You're serious."
His lips thin. "Da. Yes. Very serious."
"And you think my father will actually pay?" The question comes out before I can stop it, edged with the slightest bit of defiance. I donât know where it comes from⌠maybe itâs just frustration, for him keeping me waiting for so long when he never intended to do anything other than follow through on his original discussion of ransom. "For someone as unimportant as me?"
His eyes lock onto mine, and his eyes narrow slightly. His gaze sweeps over me, and even though thereâs nothing but ice in it, I feel a prickling across my skin. The way he looks at me, with so much intensity, makes my heart beat a little faster despite myself. This man seems as though he does nothing halfway.Nothing.
"You are his daughter," he says flatly. "He will pay."
"You don't know my father."Why am I still talking back to him?Itâs like I canât leave well enough alone. Like I canât help but needle him, try to put him on the back foot the way heâs made me feel all day now. âMaybe he doesnât give a shit about me.â
The man raises an eyebrow. âYou are his only child. I doubt that is the case. But if it is, and he refusesââ He lifts one shoulder in a shrug. âThen it is a good thing that bullets are cheap, and you donât look like you eat much. I wonât lose much money on you.â
I stare at him, dumbfounded. Panic threads through me at the casual way he talks about killing me, but I refuseâI fuckingrefuseâto let him see it. âYou wouldnât kill a woman.â
His expression tightens. âYou have no idea who I am.â
I lick my lips nervously as the panic builds. I donât want to break in front of this man. I donât want him to see how afraid I am. âYouâre right,â I manage. âI donât. That doesnât seem fair, does it? I donât even know your name.â
âItâs unwise. You already know too much.â
I shrug, breathing slowly, in through my nose and out through my mouth, still as I try to appear unbothered. âWell, I know your face, so whatâs your name, added to that? How do you know if you ransom me, I just wonât go to the police afterward?âOh my God, shut the fuck up, Liesl.But I canât seem to stop.