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Chapter 1 of "Dirty Secrets" starts unveiling mysteries: CHAPTER ONEBrieIOWNWAYtoo much shit.Iām pretty sure my driver wanted to kill me when he saw... Keep reading!
CHAPTER ONE
Brie
IOWNWAYtoo much shit.
Iām pretty sure my driver wanted to kill me when he saw how many bags I had. If I hadnāt threatened him with a one-star reviewāand promised him a hefty tip that I canāt really affordāIām betting he would have left me at the curb.
Now the trunk of his Honda Civic is full, and Iām crammed in one corner of the back seat, hugging my knees to my chest, surrounded by suitcases. I thought about sitting in the front for a hot second, but then I saw the discarded fast food wrappers, cigarettes, and empty Red Bull cans. It may be less comfortable back here, but itās a hell of a lot cleaner.
I knew I should have ordered a bigger, better car service, but, sadly, money is an object, at least until I get my first check for the Netflix series. Fortunately, I wonāt have to stay curled up like a pretzel for long. Connorās apartment is only a few blocks away.
My gut twists when I think about where Iām going and what Iām about to do. Iāve known my brotherās best friend practically my whole life, but showing up on his doorstep, unannounced and uninvited, and asking if I can move in with him, is gutsy, even for me. Maybe thatās why I brought along all my worldly possessions instead of going back for them later. Itāll be a lot harder for him to toss me out on the street with all this crap in tow.
I hope.
The fact that Iām willing to pull this stunt shows just how desperate I am. But losing out on yet another apartmentāmy fourth in as many weeks, the New York City real estate market is brutal and my credit history isnāt exactly the bestāwas the last straw. I canāt keep squatting at Jake and Ainsleyās. Especially now that Iām going to be staying in the city for the foreseeable future. Or at least until the series gets cancelled.
Donāt get me wrong. My brother and his fiancĆ©e have been more than hospitable. But being a third wheel to their storybook romance is uncomfortable as hell. The lovey-dovey looks. The constant smooching. The wall-banging sex.
And thatās not a euphemism. I can literally hear the headboard of their California king slamming against the drywall. Every. Freaking. Night. And itās not like my room is next to theirs. Iām down the damn hall.
Their late-night gymnastics have been totally messing with my sleep schedule. When the first A.Dāthatās assistant director for those not familiar with TV production lingoāmade a half-serious, half-snide remark to the makeup artist about needing to cover the dark circles under my eyes, I knew it was time to find new digs. I worked my ass off for this gig. Beat out hundreds of other girls. Iām not blowing it because my brother and his blushing almost-bride canāt keep their handsāand other body parts I donāt even want to think about because ew, my brotherāoff each other.
Hence my somewhatāokay, totallyāimpulsive decision to spring myself on Connor. Heās the only other person I know in this city, other than my brother, of course, who has an apartment big enough to house a freaking marching band. With any luck, he wonāt even know Iām there. Once he says yes to me crashing with him, that is.
Plus, Jake let it slip the other night that Connor broke up with his live-in girlfriend a few weeks ago. Hopefully heāll appreciate an extra hand around the house. Iām good at vacuuming. I actually like folding laundry. And I make a mean vegan coconut chickpea curry.
My car pulls to the curb in front of Connorās luxury high-rise, and the driver picks up his phone and swipes right to end the ride.
āNice building.ā He turns around and surveys the piles of bags and boxes taking up most of the back seat. āI suppose you want me to help you bring all this crap inside.ā
āOnly as far as the lobby. I can handle it from there.ā Fingers crossed. My plan is to get the doorman to take pity on me and watch my stuff as I bring it up to Connorās penthouse apartment in stages. Then, when itās all stacked up strategically outside his door for maximum you-canāt-turn-me-and-literally-everything-I-own-away effect, Iāll ring the bell and pray. āThereās a tip in it for you, remember? And a five-star rating.ā
āForty bucks.ā He holds out his hand, palm up. āPaid in advance.ā
Thatās about twice what I want to shell out. But heās got me over a barrel. Thereās no way I can get everything inside in one trip, and Iām sure as hell not leaving anything out on the sidewalk for any Tom, Dick, or Harriet to walk off with. So I pull out my wallet, fish out two twenties, and fork them over. āHere.ā
It takes a good ten minutes, but we finally get everything out of the cab and into the lobby. I thank the driver, promising again to leave him a glowing review. Then I work my magic on the doormanāheās prickly at first but he changes his tune when I show him my driverās license and he realizes Iām āMr. Lawsonāsā sisterāand he agrees to keep an eye on my things while I bring the first batch of stuff up to āMr. Dowāsā apartment on the seventh floor.
The āMr.ā thing cracks me up. I mean, intellectually I know Connor and my brother are big-shots. Top Shelfāthe club they ownāis one of the hottest night spots in the city. Theyāve been on Forbes 30 under 30 and countless lists of Manhattanās most eligible bachelors. But to me, theyāre still my annoying big brother and his constant, geeky sidekick who liked to play Tomb Raider and Magic: The Gathering andāeven worseāwouldnāt let me, five years their junior, join in on the fun.
Five trips later, and itās go time. All my crap is piled in the narrow hallway between the elevator and Connorās door. The only thing left for me to do is ring the damn bell.
It takes a few minutes and more than a couple of rings before the door swings open andāgah. Connorās soānaked.
Okay, so heās not exactly naked. But he might as well be for how little those tiny gym shorts are covering. What is this, the seventies?
Not that Iām exactly complaining. Whatās not covered looks damn good. Why have I never noticed how yummy he is before? Heās gone from geek to Greek god. The slight sheen of sweat makes his muscular arms and torso glisten like an Olympian in ancient times, all oiled up for competition. And when did he get a tattoo on his ribcage? It makes his six pack look even sexier. If thatās possible.
āBrie.ā He runs a hand through his dark, damp hair, messier than usual. āWhat are you doing here?ā
Crap. He sounds pissed. What if Iāve come at a bad time? What if he was sleeping? Or even worse, still in bed but, um, otherwise occupied? I know he just broke up with his girlfriend, but maybe heās got some rebound chick in there. That would explain the mussed hair, the sweat, the almost total lack of clothing.
I swallow hard and force a smile. āI, uh, hope Iām not interrupting anything important.ā
He reaches one hand up to grab the door frame, making all those glorious, shiny muscles ripple. My mouth goes dry and I wipe my clammy palms on my jeans. Iām going to have to figure out how to keep my stupid hormones in check if weāre going to be sharing space. Even if that space is the size of a ski lodge.
āI was in the middle of a workout,ā he says, shifting his weight and drawing my attention to his cross trainers.