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Dive into Chapter 51 of "Dirty Secrets": āCome on, Paul. Weāve got work to do.āMiriam appears at Brieās side, her forehead creased... Find out more!
āCome on, Paul. Weāve got work to do.ā
Miriam appears at Brieās side, her forehead creased with concern. āWhat the hell just happened here?ā
I step in, drawing her attention from Brie like Iām a human lightning rod. This whole mess is my fault. Itās my job to fix it as best I can. If I can. āLet me explaināā
She waves a hand, cutting me off. āIāve changed my mind. Not here. Not with all these people listening. We need to leave. Now.ā
Miriam marches off like a general leading her troops into battle, and we follow her like good little soldiers, stopping briefly at the coat check to grab Miriamās oversized fur jacketāfaux, she assures usāand Brieās cashmere cape.
The elevator ride down to the lobby is awkward and silent. Once weāre downstairs, Miriam finds a grouping of uncomfortable looking high-backed chairs in a quiet corner and sits us down.
āAll right. Spill. And donāt leave anything out, or I wonāt be able to do damage control.ā
I give her every last, gory detail. Brie chimes in at the end, taking the creditāor the blameāfor throwing her glass of sauvignon blanc at Irene. Miriam taps notes into her smart phone, only looking up when weāre done.
āYou.ā She points at me. āYou should have walked away when you had the chance. And you.ā
She points at Brie. āYou know Irene likes to stir up trouble. Itās how she and that gossip rag she works for stay in business. You canāt let her get to you. Especially in a room full of industry power players.ā
āI know.ā Brieās eyes are downcast. āAnd Iām sorry. But sheāā
Miriam waves her hand again. āNo buts. I swear, I have half a mind to drop your sorry ass. I have plenty of clients. I donāt need to be dealing with this shit at 11:00 on a Saturday night.ā
The color drains from Brieās face. āPlease. Iāā
āDonāt worry,ā Miriam says, her tone softening slightly. āIām not going to drop you. Yet. But you have to promise to do exactly what I say, or you can kiss your budding career goodbye.ā
āI promise,ā Brie answers solemnly.
āMe, too,ā I throw in for good measure. I feel as responsible for this shit show as Brie. More. Her agent is right. I had the chance to stop things before they started, and I didnāt.
Miriam stands, tossing her phone into her bag and shrugging into her coat. āIām going to make some phone calls. Try to head this thing off before it gets out of control. Keep your cell handy. I need to be able to reach you any time, day or night.ā
Brie nods, and Miriam reaches down to pat her hand reassuringly. āDonāt worry. Iāve dealt with a lot worse in my day. Handled correctly, this stuff will blow over. But it canāt happen again. Once is a mistake. The public will forgive you. Twice becomes a habit that gets you anger management counseling and a spot on every producerās blacklist.ā
āUnderstood.ā
Brie rises to hug Miriam, who returns the embrace then breezes through the lobby and out the door into the chilly New York night. Brie excuses herself to use the restroomāwhich Iām almost positive is a cover story so she can have a few minutes to herselfāand I call an Uber, figuring it will be easier than flagging down a cab at this hour.
Sheās unnaturally quiet on the ride back to the loft, and so am I. Miriamās words keep ringing in my head.
It canāt happen again.
Twice becomes a habit.
A spot on every producerās blacklist.
If I stay with Brie, odds are it will happen again. Some other bottom-dwelling blogger will bring up my background. And Brie, being Brie, will leap to my defense.
I love her too much to let her throw away the career sheās worked so hard for and enjoys so much and is so good at. The thought is simultaneously breathtaking and bittersweet.
I love her. And I have to let her go.
āWell, that sucked,ā she says when weāre finally inside the apartment. āBut next time will be different. Weāll be prepared for their questions. Iāll see if Miriam or the studioās PR person can work with you.ā
āI canāt.ā The words stick in my throat. It takes all my inner strength to push them out.
āCanāt what?ā She brushes past me into the living room, blissfully unaware of the turmoil twisting my insides into knots the size of golf balls, and takes off her cape, tossing it over the back of a chair. āMeet with them? Iām sure we can find a time that works with your schedule.ā