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Chapter 22 of "Maybe We Can Find It" starts revealing the story: I turn toward the sink and crank the hot water tap. Immediately, a steady stream... Donāt miss it!
I turn toward the sink and crank the hot water tap. Immediately, a steady stream of water pours from it. So Iām assuming that means itās not an issue with the water supply for the whole building. Iām not a plumber, however, and I have no idea what could be wrong with the shower.
Sighing, I resign myself to going downstairs and telling someone about the issue.
After brushing my teeth, I change into jean shorts and a plain, light gray shirt, not feeling clean enough to wear a dress. Then I slap an old Red Sox cap on my head to hide my hair, because it really needs a wash. When Iām as presentable as I can get, I head downstairs to the lobby.
The assistant manager, Danny, is behind the front desk, but Brenden is there too, leaning sideways against it and chatting animatedly with him. I feel bad that Iām about to ruin his day. I suppose I could go over to Andrewās place every day to shower, but that would be annoying for both of us. Plus if thereās an issue with my shower, there could be issues in other guest rooms too, and Brenden will need to know about it.
āGood morning, Riley!ā Brenden greets me with a genuine smile when he sees me approaching.
āHi,ā I say nervously. āDo you have a minute? I have sort of a situation in my room.ā
The happy expression on his face quickly falls. āWhatās wrong?ā
Tugging at the brim of my cap, I shift my gaze slightly over his shoulder. āWhen I tried to turn on the shower this morning, nothing came out.ā
āAh, shit,ā Danny mutters. Then he grimaces when Brenden shoots him a dirty look. āSorry. Let me find the number for the plumber.ā
As Danny starts typing on the computer, Brenden turns his focus back to me. āI am so, so sorry for the inconvenience. I promise Iāll get this sorted out as quickly as possible. I would move you to another room right now, but Iām afraid weāre completely booked at the moment. But maybe I could offer one of the guestsāā
āNo, itās okay,ā I assure him. āIām not going to demand another room. Hopefully, itāll be an easy fix. Itās not an emergency yet.ā With a small chuckle, I add, āThat is unless Iām already starting to smell.ā
Brenden laughs loudly, my joke seeming to put him more at ease, though itās obvious heās still stressed. āIām gonna check it out and see what I can do first, while Danny gets a professional out here. But donāt expect any miracles from me. This isnāt my forte. My boyfriendās the one who handles it when things break at my house. Come to think of it, I can probably get him out here faster than the plumber and see if he can help.ā
āIām sorry about this,ā I offer, although I know itās not in any way my fault. But apologizing for things that arenāt my fault is a habit Iāve picked up from being in the public eye for so long. From trying to be the country sweetheart all the time.
āAbsolutely not,ā he says, shaking his head furiously. āWeāre the only ones who need to apologize. Now why donāt you go to the dining room to have breakfastāon us, of courseāwhile I go up to your room and try to figure out whatās going on. Unless youād prefer to be present while the staff is in your room.ā
āOh, no, thatās fine. Do whatever you need to do.ā Tugging on my cap again, I add, āI hope I havenāt left things too messy.ā
He smiles at me. āNonsense. Youāre here for an extended stay. We expect you to make yourself at home in the room.ā
I nod, thinking about how Ihavestarted to feel at home here. Which is silly. This is an inn. Itās only meant for temporary visits. My home isback in Nashville. A house thatās much too big for me, sitting on seven acres.
But having all that space to myself can get lonely, even if my parents stop by a lot. Thereās something nice about being here, around other people. If I get lonely up in my room, I can come downstairs, and even if Iām not talking to anyone, the feeling eases. And then when Iāve had enough, I can escape right back up to the room.
When Brenden leaves me, I do as he suggested and grab a table in the dining room. I eat breakfast slowly, killing time. But I havenāt gotten an update from him by the time Iām done, so then I head out onto the porch. Thereās nothing for me to do out here but sit and think. I wish I had my guitar, but I donāt want to go upstairs and disturb anyone if theyāre working on the shower.
Taking out my phone, I start scrolling social media, even though itās a bad idea. And I remember why when I come across a post titled āHidden Queer Coding in Riley Rowlandās Songs.ā It has way too many slides, which I only briefly swipe through, curious and yet also not really wanting to know the āevidenceā people have compiled in their quest to determine my sexuality.
Iāve learned from being in the industry long enough that people can twist anything a celebrity does or says to fit into whatever narrative theyāre trying to push. But this is exactly the kind of thing Iām supposed to be ignoring right now. I canāt afford to send myself into another spiral like the one that led me to those bad decisions in that dive bar.
Right as Iām sliding my phone away, I notice a white van traveling slowly up the innās driveway. It pulls into the employee lot, and when it parks, I can read the words in faded black paint across the side.roscoe's plumbing service.
Guess Iām not getting back into my room any time soon. With a sigh, I push out of my seat and decide to go for a walk. I could call Andrew and ask him to come hang out with me, but Iām pretty sure he goes to a yogaclass right around this time today with Toby.
After I get tired of wandering the innās grounds, I head back inside. In the lobby, Brenden is talking to Danny, looking far more stressed than he did when I first found him this morning. Which probably means he doesnāt have good news for me.
āRiley, there you are.ā His greeting isnāt quite as warm as before. āWe were able to get the plumber out here right away, but Iām afraid itās going to be a couple days before he can fix the problem. Whatever the problem is. Honestly, I didnāt understand half the words he was saying, but I guess he needs to order some parts with names that sound like sneezes, and Iāve been calling other inns in the area, checking for an open room I can get you into, but I havenāt had any luck so far. Everyoneās booked up. Which is good, right? Good for summer tourism, I mean. Not good for you, or for me, orāā
āDude, breathe,ā Danny says, thankfully cutting Brenden off before he passes out. His face was starting to turn red.
Brenden frowns. āRight. Well. What Iām trying to say is that Iām still working on finding a room for you.ā
Iām about to tell him itās fine, that I can live without a working shower for a couple days. I can grab a shower at Andrewās when I need to. But then Addison walks by, heading down the hall. She stops as she spots us by the desk and changes course to come over.
Itās possible that Brendenās obvious frantic state drew her in like an emergency beacon.
āWhatās going on over here?ā she asks, glancing cautiously between me and him.