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Chapter 86 of "Maybe We Can Find It" opens showing suspense: âThe dining room hours are over,â Christy continues. âSo unless you need to run off... Continue the adventure!
âThe dining room hours are over,â Christy continues. âSo unless you need to run off to join a square dance, or whatever else it is people do in this place, Iâm sure you have time to talk.â
The insinuation that Mayweather is a lame small town is clear, and it bristles me in a way I donât expect. Because when I moved here, I thought the same thing. Hell, I still pretty much think that. But heaven help me, I actually feel like a part of this lame, ridiculous small town now. And Iâm the only one whoâs allowed to insult it.
âNo square dance,â I say sharply. âBut I do, in fact, have a life, so. Youâre crazy if you think Iâm going to drop everything for you after what you did to me.â
Damn it.I could have left off that last bit. I donât want her to think that what she did still hurts me. I donât want her to think she has any kindof power over me at all. Nor do I want Riley to think that. Because she doesnât.
So then why does Christyâs cruel look make me feel like cowering away? I donât know, but Iâmnotgoing to cower. Iâll never give her that satisfaction. I need to get away from her quickly, though, because she apparently does have the power to make my emotions go all out of whack.
The sun is starting to set, casting everything in that perfect golden hour glow. But the sky may as well be gray and stormy to match how Iâm feeling inside. One minute I want to yell, the next, I want to cry.
What the fuck did I do to deserve being visited by the Ghost of Cheating Ex-wife Past?
âI thought we were both adults and we had moved past that,â Christy says.
Riley lets out some kind of quiet but angry noise. Iâve mentioned my exâs name before, so I assume she understands who this is.
âI have moved past it,â I say. âI just donât want to talk about it.â
Christy rolls her eyes. âYouâre being ridiculous. Letâs go somewhere.â
âSorry, she canât,â Riley says, drawing Christyâs attention to her as she steps out from behind me to stand at my side. I immediately feel calmer, though I donât like her being in the line of fire.
Thereâs no way Christy doesnât recognize her. She keeps up with popular music a lot better than I do, even if itâs stuff she doesnât necessarily listen to.
Christyâs eyes go wide as they dart back and forth between me and Riley. Sheâs obviously been thrown off track by the appearance of a celebrity. Although Iâm not sure how she didnât notice Riley in the first place. The red hair is hard to miss.
Riley speaks up again before Christy has a chance to compose herself. âThereâs a situation in my room that I need assistance with, and Addison was coming up to help me.â She flashes a big smile, but I can tell how different it is from the genuine ones she gives me. This is her PR smile. âItâsso lovely how quickly the staff here is able to attend to anything I need. Theyâre really making sure I get the VIP treatment, you know?â
Christyâs mouth drops open, and I fight to keep my face neutral. Riley never talks like that. But sheâs playing the celebrity role for me to save me from this confrontation. Still, I find it hard to get with the program and move my feet until Riley grasps my hand and starts tugging me right past Christy toward the front of the inn. As if I wasnât just trying to make a cowardly escape from this place.
âHold on,â Christy says.
âI donât appreciate being kept waiting,â Riley says haughtily. Itâs so wildly different from how Iâve ever heard her speak to anyone that I almost laugh.
I turn my head and manage to give Christy awhat can you doshrug, playing along with Rileyâs act as I let her pull me away. The stunned look on my exâs face is priceless. Although when I look back one final time before we turn the corner, I notice her eyes have taken on a more calculating look. Which is somewhat concerning.
Iâm so relieved to get away from her, though, that it isnât until Riley has ushered me into her room upstairs and I catch the panicked look on her face that I realize the potential implications of what she did. The way her holding my hand like that could have been misinterpretedâor interpreted correctly, actually.
âOh god,â she says, sinking down on the edge of the bed. âDid I just out myself? I wasnât thinking. She was being so awful to you, and I could tell you were upset, so I wanted to get you away from her.â
I go over to her, kneeling on the floor between her legs. I brace my hands on her thighs in hopes my touch might help calm her down. âFirst of all, thank you for helping me. I really appreciate it. And honestly, Iâm not sure if Christy will read anything into us or not. She probably wouldnât believe Iâd be able to get someone like you.â
âThatâs silly.â
I shrug. If she doesnât realize how far out of my league she is, I donât need to tell her. âAnyway, even if she does think something is going on with us, I doubt sheâd go running to the tabloids with that gossip. She wouldnât want to give me that kind of clout. Not that I see dating you that way. But thatâs how sheâd see it.â
Riley reaches for my ponytail and carefully tugs the hair tie free. She slides it onto her own wrist, then gently shakes my hair out for me. âYou make her sound like she hates you.â
Well, she certainly doesnât love me.
âThe divorce caused a lot of animosity between us.â
âBut it was her fault.â
Again, I shrug. âMostly. Almost entirely. But by the end, neither of us was very nice to the other.â
âWhat do you think she wants to talk to you about?â she asks, scratching her fingers lightly over my head. Itâs soothing, and I let my eyes slipped close for a second.