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Chapter 149 of "Our Pretty Darling Psycho" commences with: He thinks he is delivering a villainâs monologue. He has no idea he is reading... Donât miss the next part!
He thinks he is delivering a villainâs monologue. He has no idea he is reading the part written for the fool, the mark, the body in the third act. Every gloating syllable is a man narrating his own undoing and mistaking it for victory. I let him have it.
I let him empty the whole poisoned cup, because a reveal is only worth three years of waiting if you let the condemned man finish congratulating himself first.
I arch a single eyebrow.
It is the only motion I permit myself, and it is enough to make his eyes gleam with the joy of finally provoking a reaction.
He leans in until his lips nearly brush mine, the intimacy of it a violation all its own.
âWhat,â he breathes, âdid you imagine I waited? Three years, faithful, pining? That divorce of yours was temporary propaganda and we both know itâbut a man has needs, and I couldnât go three years without warming my bed. Sheâs waitingfor me now, obedient as a girl ought to be. And your fatherâs money will finance the rise of our family while she carries my heir to term. A son.â His grin spreads, cruel and certain. âThat is what your kind is for, in the end. Breeding and warming sheets. Omegas donât have personalities, or dreams, or ambitions. They donât get to believe they deserve to be loved.â
He laughs softly, the sound curling through the cold air, and gives my throat a final little squeeze.
âNow be a good girl and walk yourself to your cag?ââ
There it is.
The thesis of him, the whole rotten creed laid bare:that I am a thing for breeding and warming and nothing else, that the wanting and the dreaming and the deserving were never mine to claim.
It is the exact lie he carved into me on a wedding night a lifetime ago, the lie I wore like a wound for years until three impossible men taught me, night after night, that it was never true.
So I let him say it one final time, this man who murdered my family to prove I was propertyâbecause I want it to be the last thing out of his mouth before the floor of his certainty drops out from under him.
I want the lie still warm on his tongue when the truth arrives.
There is a poetry to timing, and I have always, always had impeccable timing.
He never finishes the word.
He jerks backward with a strangled hiss, snatching his hand away from my throatâand when he holds it up between us, the skin of his palm is sizzling, a thin curl of smoke rising from the place where his flesh met the red metal heart.
His eyes snap to mine, wide and furious and, for the very first time, uncertain.
âDid you justââ he sputters, âdid you just fucking electrocute me?â
I shrug, slow and serene.
âProbably the collar.â I have to fight very hard to keep the smile off my face. âI donât think my pack appreciates other men touching whatâs theirs.â
âYour pack doesnât own you,â he snarls, cradling his ruined hand. âAnd why didnât that shock drop you too? Youâre wearing the damned thing.â
My smirk finally slips its leash.
âI had coffee this morning. Made by a man who loves me very much. And Iâm fairly confident he laced it with precisely the right dose of my medication for a day like todayâthe kind that gives a girl an obscene tolerance for pain and a rather generous surge of energy.â I tilt my head. âItâs how I waltzed through your fifty bodyguards without breaking stride. The blood, in case you were wondering. You assumed Iâd let them deliver me here gift-wrapped. You should have wondered why I arrived looking like a slaughterhouse instead.â
You called him a fraud playing doctor.
That fraud calculated a dose to the milligramâenough to dull the agony of fifty men, sharpen my reflexes to a razorâs edge, and leave my mind perfectly, lethally clearâand sealed it in a coffee cup with a note, because he knows my mornings unravel without one certain thing to hold.
He didnât just love me through this.
He medicated me through it, armed me through it, planned the chemistry of my survival down to the last decimal. The man you dismissed kept me alive across an island of corpses with nothing but a careful brew and a folded note.
You should have feared my fraud most of all.
He frowns, huffs, and stamps toward meâand then his stride hitches. He stops. He sways. He blinks down at his own hands asthough they belong to a stranger, the fury draining from his face into something far more satisfying.
âWhat theââ He staggers. âWait. What did you do?â