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Chapter 95 of "Our Pretty Darling Psycho" begins the action: The man wipes a palm on his coveralls and gives us a once-over thatās shrewder... Discover the next part!
The man wipes a palm on his coveralls and gives us a once-over thatās shrewder than his easy manner lets on.
āGood to meet some new faces,ā he says. āThough something tells me yāall wonāt be sticking around here long.ā
Doc tilts his head a precise degree, and I glance between the two men, and Riot just chuckles low in his chest.
āHeās a good in-source,ā Riot tells us, by way of translation. āSeems a few folks in this town already know where we came from. And a few of them have got their eyes peeled for the one whoād very much like our darling planted six feet under.ā
Doc nods, slow and grave, his hand never once loosening around mine.
Here is the thing I keep noticing, the thing that should unsettle me far more than it does:I stay calm.
Through the casual mention of a man who wants me dead, through the open acknowledgment that the hunt has followers and watchers in this very town, I remain oddly, impossibly settledāand it isnāt bravery, or numbness, or the manic detachment I usually run on. Itās his hand. Docās hand aroundmine, warm and certain, and the steady library-and-amber scent of him threading through the garage fumes.
Since he took my hand outside the diner, the noise in my head has⦠quieted.
My mind, which ordinarily juggles fifteen billion contingencies at once, a permanent storm of calculation Iāve simply learned to live inside, has gone unfamiliarly still. Single-threaded. Present. Iāve read about itāthe way a pack bond can regulate a fractured Omegaās nervous system, settle the static, drop the noise floorābut reading a thing and feeling your own ceaseless mind go quiet for the first time in years are two entirely different countries.
I donāt fully trust it.
But I donāt let go of his hand either.
It frightens me, if Iām honest in the privacy of my own skull.
The quiet. Because the storm has been my whole survivalāthe fifteen billion threads are what keep me three moves ahead of every man whoās ever tried to end me, and a woman who lets her vigilance go soft is a woman who wakes up owned, or dead, or both.
I built the noise on purpose. I taught myself never to set it down. Now this calm, unhurried man has wrapped his hand around mine and switched the storm to a murmur without so much as asking, and the terrifying part is not that he can do it.
The terrifying part is how badly some exhausted, buried piece of me wants to let him keep doing it.
Wants to set the vigilance down, just once, and trust that someone else is finally watching the door.
The owner lowers his voice, and the easy mechanic falls away to reveal something sharper underneath.
āLet me give you all the only advice worth a damn,ā he says. āThis place? Itās a stepping stone. For every soul they send here. Donāt you swallow a word of whatever pretty story the CEO fedyou on your way in.ā He shakes his head, slow and disgusted. āIn the end, that man needs his business running more than he needs anybody breathing. Heād sooner keep his wards full of living dummies, warm and counted and profitable, than spend one red cent saving a single Omegaāespecially an Omega worth this much to some other Alpha. One willing to butcher his way through a building to get back what he figures heās owed.ā
It lands like a key turning in a lock Iād already half-picked myself.
Thatās the part the CEOās pretty clemency story always skated past, the rot underneath the polished marble:I was never the patient they were trying to protect.
I was the liability they were trying to relocate. A body that kept turning up adjacent to other bodies, a public-relations grenade with the pin half out, an asset valuable enough that some unnamed Alpha would torch an entire institutionās reputation to reclaim it.
They didnāt move me to Arch Hollow to save my life. They moved me to make me someone elseās problem, somewhere the cameras wouldnāt catch the splatter.
This old man in his oil-stained coveralls just said aloud the thing every credentialed liar at Blackthorn took great pains not to. I could kiss his walnut face for the honesty of it.
We share a look between the four of us, that silent pack arithmetic Iām still learning the language of, and the owner reads it and nods like weāve confirmed something he already suspected.
āSo play house,ā he says. āEnjoy the quiet while it lasts. But watch the signs.ā He levels a calloused finger. āEvery artist starts making mistakes the moment he feels his grip on his diamond finally slipping. Gets sloppy. Gets loud. Lets the mask crack just enough to show his hand. When a man like that realizes the thing heās sure he owns is walking around free and happy andsomebody elseāsāhe wonāt stay patient. Heāll come. And when he does, heāll come making errors.ā
Itās good advice.
Better than goodāitās precisely the read Iād arrived at myself, which means this old mechanic with the walnut face is sharper than nine-tenths of the investigators whoāve ever had a crack at me.
The artist. The diamond.
His hold slipping. Heās described my husband in three sentences without ever hearing the manās name.
Then the owner smiles at me, warm and a little wicked.