Reject Human. Become Demon. [Curse Mage Berserker] - Chapter 186: Resentment.

Chapter 186: Resentment.

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Unfolding in Chapter 194 of "Reject Human. Become Demon. [Curse Mage Berserker]": Resentment: Level 40I stared at that one particular line in my Status Sheet. It was... Keep reading!

Resentment: Level 40I stared at that one particular line in my Status Sheet. It was a Mutation that I had ignored once again after my last evolution to an archdemon. And it was only natural that I did, because was already incredibly dangerous it changed and evolved. I didn’t know what to expect, when my mind was already in a terrible state. I did not wish to find out what the consequences of making the problem might be.

But now, I’d gotten better. My wounds had scabbed over and scarred. Countless ugly and jagged marks were left in my psyche, but I believed I’d healed as much as I possibly could. Any more would take an eternity, for even the scars to fade. It was time to confront myself, a darker demon that dwelled within, when I could already be so… terrible, sometimes.

I simulated a long-unused organ, and it answered my call without delay.

I used my experience while rotting in a cell to not lose consciousness. I aligned my thoughts with my so that we could coexist. I was at the peak of a mountain deep in the barrier range right now, but it could still be disastrous if I lost myself to the rage. I could fly straight to the nearest city. I could betray my allies and watch that dawning look of horror when they faced the blade of their savior. I could slaughter all the innocents who hid in their homes and wrongfully thought themselves safe.

I took a deep breath and calmed my thoughts. My muscles had tensed, but I did not move from the mountain peak. I turned my attention inwards and spoke to myself.

Those… were certainly thoughts, of mine. But not entirely. Resentment was its own entity. Now I could finally truly give voice to that truth. It could finally give voice to that truth. It had gotten so much more coherent than we last ‘talked.’ I felt almost proud, amidst the endless despair of my existence.

My eyes snapped open. Mists of curse and hellfire lapped at the peak I was on, and the tough earth began to soften and turn to dust. Power poured generously through my body, and I felt as though I would break something if I moved, without using a shred of mana.

I began to understand more, of myself and of Resentment. It was my mirror, so endlessly separate, but still so heavily connected.

I had not gone off to kill everything. I was not tempted by power I could simply attain in time. I alone governed myself. Passing desires, rabid emotions, the darkest of impulses; None of those held a candle to my will. I was in control.

I wanted access to this vast amount of power Resentment could give me, however. It would be troublesome if the entire Mutation became just when I could finally utilize it properly. This was precisely what I held inside my own hearts, but I would seal away this power forever if I had to.

Guilt struck me, upon the direction my thoughts were heading. I grew angrier and I wanted to rip my Resentment out. That fury grew, a cascading effect that plunged my mind deeper into darkness. I knew that this only clouded my thoughts further. The fury would persist, forevermore, but it was up to me to rise above this ocean of curses. And that was exactly what I did.

“Let me borrow your madness, and I will show you the great rivers of blood you desire. We will kill our enemies, slaughter hordes of monsters, and flip over entire societies and ecosystem!”

“Join me, and we will kill an .”

I grinned, for we had come to an agreement.

My teeth gnashed against each other to the point of bleeding, for I could hardly contain all this

I set my sights on the forest below me, still so peaceful, yet violent in only that way raw nature could be. I decided to interfere, and the creatures in between the trees immediately scattered as the aura rolled off of me.

I jumped and flew and charged and through all the trees in my path. I landed, and it immediately felt like I was in a fucking oven inside my armor. It hurt. The blood-red light made the pain unbearable. But I could endure it, for I knew I would inflict the same pain on others.

My anticipation only grew. Under my gaze, all would wither. They would writhe and beg as the heat sears through their mind. I would hear their pleas, but answer only with greater torment.

A twig snapped, and I was upon the wolf who did it in a flash. I ripped the creature limb from limb with my bare hands. I carried it to a bear, and then beat the second beast with it. I ate its heart as I strangled a bird. I boiled the river and rotted the fish within. I made it to the next mountain over and repeated the same process. I dug up a mole and killed it a hundred meters into the sky. I caught the attention of a whole murder of crowgers, and there were several Level 40s among them. I welcomed the challenge, relished their pain, and reveled in the carnage. The massive black bird harassed me from all sides, but my magic could fly in any direction. Their elites got close, but I traded with them blow for blow. My wounds would heal, but theirs would not. I fell from having large chunks of my wings torn off, but those quickly regrew. Only a handful of them even survived a single hit, only I’d most missed.

I crashed into another mountain, and found a big arbeast snacking on trees and drinking of the world’s energy with its own tendril-roots. One of those massive trunk-like legs towards me, and I did not stand for it without trying to chop the damned thing off.

I was unceremoniously tossed away, but at the cost of a deep gouge on my enemy’s legs. It wobbled. I leapt for its main body and began hacking. Its exoskeleton was fucking shredded. The confluence of my wrath ravaged through muscle and organ. I evaded most of its retaliating tendrils.

My body healed.

The monster fell.

I sawed through its outer bark, already healed and ready to butcher another one.

The abreast had died too quickly, where it could’ve taken at least a hundred punctures and survived.

I took a deep breath of the deathly air, and calmed my breathing hearts. The flow of new mana slowed. Resentment… would never be satisfied, nor pleased, but it…

My Resentment was put to sleep without fuss.

“ARX! HEY ARX! GET YOUR ARX UP HERE!” My shout echoed down below as I searched for my friend. A trail of bright hellfire followed in my wake as I flew. I wobbled a little as I had to carry some massive packs slung all over my body.

This was the best way of meeting back up we could think of.

And it fucking

“HAELL! HEY HAELL!” I heard a booming shout, which made me swivel to the mountain on the left. There, Arx’s massive form could be seen, almost as tall as the trees. He truly towered over them once he stood only on his two rear legs. “OVER HERE!”

“I CAN SEE YOU!” I responded and sped up. I slowed back down once I reached the canopy, and started dropping my many pieces of heavy luggage. Arx was right in front of me by the time I truly came to a stop and stood on solid ground.

“Hey!” he twitched his mouth and mandibles in what I interpreted to be a smile. “You looked like a fat angel up there earlier. What happened?”

“Shut up.” I snorted. “Those were your things, dumbass.”

“My things?” he wondered.

“Yeah. You mentioned missing or running out of a lot of things while staying here, right? And I told you I’d get them for you, so here it is.”

“OH! You really did it. Thank you!”

“Thanks for the vote of confidence,” I commented. “You’re .”

“Ah. I really am thankful.” He nodded sheepishly, then looked at the trail of massive packs going down the mountain. “I… don’t think I asked for that many things though.”

“Eh, you complained about a lot of things.”

“Not this much, I didn’t. Are these all for me?”

“Yes. All of them.” I rested my chin on my hand. “Well, I did remember everything you said, and then palmed off a quick list to a friend. I didn’t think it would be this much either, but I guess I never told him any actual amount. What did he think I was using all this for…”

Arx whirled around on me. “Did you tell them about me?”

I met his gaze. “No. It’s your secret to keep.” As in, that was exactly what I told Moonwash and everyone else when they asked about my extensive luggage. That it involved someone else’s secrets.

My parents were briefly worried if I was getting involved with shady business, but it was well and truly and utterly too late for that. They… should be worried about anyone involved with me, frankly.

“Oh. Okay. Sorry.” Arx relaxed his tension.

“Don’t worry about. I’d tell you they’re trustworthy, and that they hate Edengar just as much, but I’m the last person to criticize you about your trust issues.”

“Yeah…”

A long silence passed. I gestured to the mess of torn-up bags scattered around the mountain forest.

Arx got the message and went to explore them.

I actually just swiped them off Moonwash’s lab for the aforementioned ,’ and she just let me.

“Oh, what’s this?” Arx unfurled the rolled up cushion. “Isn’t this too big? Too conspicuous.”

“Worried that someone might suspect something?” I smirked. “‘’ That’s a fucking stretch.”

“I suppose it is.”

“HAELL, IS THERE SOMETHING YOU WANT TO SAY!?”

“Don’t worry. I’ve been there. Roughing it out in the wilderness, covered in blood and gore…”

“SO THERE IS SOMETHING!”

Arx grumbled until he finally came upon the packs of books.

“Nice. I’ll see if you have good taste.”

“Oi. Now are the one trying to say something!?” I postured threateningly.

“Not yet!”

Arx checked out the titles and began sorting them out.

“Actually… this is a lot. Is this not too much?”

“What? You don’t want them? I would’ve wanted at least this much if I’m to rough it out in the woods for decades! I’ve done it before!” Albeit not entirely alone.

“Well… I’m definitely grateful to have a lot to read. But how the fuck do I bring all these with me!?”

“...Good point. But you’re big. Far bigger than even me. If I can carry all that while flying, then you can figure it out.”

He hesitated. “I guess I can…”

I pulled out something from my pack that I forgot to add to his packages. “Here!”

Arx caught the threads and needles. “This is…?”

“Oh my Devils. Don’t tell me you don’t know what sewing is?”

“I KNOW WHAT SEWING IS!”

“Ah, good,” I sighed in relief. “I won’t need to teach you what a ‘Status’ is.”

“Oi. You picking a fight?” He bit the poor defenseless air with his mandibles..

I grinned like a long-starved beast finally offered a veritable

“Oh. Ah. Well, I’m not.”

I cackled, a hint of disappointment. “Unfortunate. But anyway. Use that to fix up the bag, sling them over your back.”

“That’s… huh. That could work.”

“Of course it could.” I “I had to do that earlier, because…! Shit got banged up on the journey.”

“I, uh,” Arx gently scratched his head with his big claw, “don’t know how to sew.”

I heaved a long-suffering sigh. “I’ll teach you the basics. There must be a book here somewhere…”

“You brought everything of every genre to hide your shit taste.”

“No. My thirst for knowledge is just that extensive. Sorry if yours is too narrow. I should’ve just brought the illustrated children’s stuff.”

“Okay, I definitely did not order this,” Arx commented as he rolled the dice and moved the little kraken figure along the board.

“Eh, it’s useful isn’t it?” I made my own roll, moved my slug kaijuu along the board, and defeated three angels, earning me five points.

“I’m always alone! Who will I play against? A friendly Arbeast!?”

“THERE’S A FRIENDLY ARBEAST!?”

“NO!”

We made a few more rolls, and I ultimately won after I’d conquered both angelic and draconic kingdoms. The Leviathan challenge had stomped us both, though.

“I think I can befriend one.”

“What?” Arx grabbed a piece of steak from the massive grill, and then tossed me a piece.

“An arbeast.” I’d followed the instructions Moonwash had shown me once, using only the herbs I knew could be found in this area, and the resulting steak was certainly delicious. “I’ll go befriend one of them!”

“...No.” He chuckled incredulously. “You can’t.”

“You mean like how you thought I’d definitely lose to you, you arrogant prick?”

“That’s different.”

“DO NOT PLAY WITH THE CORPSE! Too far.”

“Then why are you laughing?” I smirked.

“I’m not.”

“ Your mandibles are twitching. I think that’s ”

Arx chased me with an annoyed screech, but immediately stopped once he saw the bloodstarved grin on my face.

“You leaving soon, right?” Arx asked after a whole buffet of a dinner. He did all the hunting himself to ensure the meat was good. As if a little rot ever killed anyone.

“Yeah. It’s been a week.”

“Cool, cool.” So Arx said, but I knew being alone for this long did take a toll on him. Even I had never isolated myself for this long, granted I’d certainly had one isolation that was far more harrowing despite the technically shorter duration… “Take those bags with you,” my friend continued, gesturing at some massive packs filled with Level 80 Materials. There was even the carcass of anamong them, those birds with a powerful dropkick and earth magic. Arx had apparently won by leaping up as it descended, and then managing to fucking get one of its wings. He still almost died to its earth magic on the ground, but he managed to eke out a victory and heal. I to try that myself sometime. “It’s not enough to pay for what you gave me though…”

“Bah! Don’t even worry about it. In fact, it might just be enough.”

“That does not sound reliable.”

“The value of stuff changes. You know how it is. Economics.”

“Do know how it is?”

“Nope!” I cackled. “But seriously, you underestimate the value of hero-rank materials. Especially that endrasen I haven’t been able to take out yet! I’ve tried lunging for it, but the bird will just shift. The fucker!”

Arx chuckled and began to help me pack.

I pulled out a map from his pile of stuff in the nearby cave to confirm one last time. Not that I could actually forget. “You’ll be going to this stretch of mountains next, right?”

“Yes.”

“Okay. You mind if I bring someone with me next time?”

“What? No! Can they be trusted?”

“She made poison rain on Astro City.”

“Poison rain…?”

“Well, not exactly. It was more like a disease rain. Astro City, as you know, is what came before my Arisen City. At the time, it was and Moonwash made them all Not as sick as actual poison, you can’t get that kind of persistent coverage with that. But it was more than enough to overwhelm their capacity to heal, especially for such a prolonged battle.”

“That… sounds horrific. Now I have even less reason to trust someone like her!”

I looked at him blankly. “ slaughtered an entire manor.”

“Well, that’s But that’s war. I understand. You were imprisoned and tortured.

“And girlfriend was imprisoned and tortured.”

“...OH! Ah, so that’s why she did the… That’s Moonwash...?”

I nodded. "Yeah."

“...I guess I can understand then, why she did it. But, um… Honestly, no offense to her, you; but it’s still really hard to trust someone like that. It’s like… what will she do next, you know? Ah! From my perspective only, of course…”

I narrowed my eyes at him, but pondered for a moment.

“You know those beautiful, powerful, and incredibly efficient enchantments I gave you.”

“Yes…?”

“Moonwash made those.”

“Ah.” Arx paced.

“Those sturdy bags, the various utensils, she’s also the one who made most of those. She's the damn finest crafter you'll ever meet this side of the continent. So if you need something custom and specific made, then there's no one better.”

“...You can’t bribe me!!” he finally claimed.

I barked a laugh, before growing more solemn. “I suppose I can’t. But can you just… trust I really want to tell her about you at least. We usually don’t really keep any kind of secret from each other. I made an exception this time only because of how enormously sensitive it is. Your very existence is a secret, hated by the world. I’ve been there. Except yours is ever worse, somehow. That uh, really fucking sucks.”

Arx stilled in thought, his mandibles squeezing. “Well, I don’t think you’re trying to trick me, at least. You could’ve just come with a hidden army. Hell, I might already die to you one-on-one. You could… well, you hate the angels just as much as me, and they hate you, so you won’t go to them, but I’m sure my information is incredibly valuable anywhere. There are really so many other things you could’ve done, but you chose instead to be… a friend.”

We bumped fist and claw.

“So?”

“Bring her here,” he sighed, not sadly.

“Thanks. You won’t regret it.”

“No. Thank I’m just… wary. But it would actually be nice to have another voice around here.” His three mandibles made the equivalent of a grin. “It’s tragic that yours is the only one I’ve heard in years.”

I flew west. I’d recently focused more of my personal war efforts north, but a more urgent request had come from here in the south. They’d actually managed to lose one of our hard-won cities. Without my intervention, there was a good chance they might be on track to lose another.

A certain… savant from the enemy side who had been a constant thorn on New Grandera’s side had recently grown more bold. We’d somehow not run into each other yet throughout these years, but now that she was taking more obvious action, I was excited to actually fight and kill this woman whom I had heard so much about.

The so-called

Finally, I reached the target city, and came to a stop just above the gates that had already been pushed open. Its right side hinges… had just been cut through, somehow. And now enemy soldiers were streaming in.

I flew closer and activated my intimidation package, including a rain of curses that would poison and corrupt the mind. My enemies responded, avoiding eye contact, and relying on their shepherds to resist my influence, but many still fell to the chaos or lost all will to resist.

And yet, amidst this tide of foes whose morale was already dropping simply due to my arrival and fame; There was one island of… elites, completely untouched. of people over Level 40. One woman held the equivalent of a pointed at me and spoke thusly:

“HAELL ZHARIGNAN! GET DOWN FROM HERE AND FACE ME!!!”

There was fury in her face. The pathetic and flimsy kind, but anger nonetheless.

I smirked and answered the swordreaper.

“One on One? I’m down!”

She frowned. “NO! This is war!”

Well, I didn’t disagree.

In which case, further dialogue was unnecessary.

I confirmed that most of my allies had already been pushed farther back from here, before I bombarded the invaders with curse and hellfire. They retaliated with wind, water, and other elements. A few projectiles even made their way over to me, and I had to dodge or smash them out of their air. Some still made it through, but other than some minor temporary turbulence, I made it out of them whole and hale and healed.

A blast of hellfire and curse was sliced right open. An invisible slash traveled past, still not spent. It hit my armor, and managed to make a thin and shallow but long scar, despite the distance it had already traveled.

That swordreaper really had an anatomic mastery. Not that I ever doubted it.

“Hellfireball.”

I was given the opportunity to make some quick rituals, so I naturally took it. I heard louder grunts of pain, which meant I was successful, but there were sundertops among them, for starters. I knew that they too had the capacity to heal, and sure enough, not a single one from this elite squad had died yet. Our exchange of artillery lasted for a whole longer as the war raged on ever so horrifically in many other parts of the city.

Finally, I decided to end things.

A particular exchange left my enemies scrambling as their main sundertop healer roared with his golden-white feathers set on hellfire. I landed in front of them and immediately struck my hardest. One of their warriors was outright killed, another put in dire straits, and one broke a bone from the effort of resisting my slash. That confluence of wrath was powerful because I’d steadily gotten better at incorporating my blood magic with its activation. A wave of curse naturally followed, and even that was strengthened, spreading rot and cuts through my already injured adversaries.

A flying slash impacted against my armor and dug deeper than before. Blood poured from gaps and thinner areas in the way. The heavily injured were pulled back into their over a dozen-strong elite formation to be healed by their sundertop and belfegor healers. My magic enveloped the field and manifested in a strong torrent crashing against them from all directions. Their mages countered with the wind and water, but also earth! The earthen barriers were too effective, able to stall my hellfire for a long while, and still quite effective against my curses. The curse element was in large part immaterial, so some segments just seeped through, but that was what their other magic types were for. Only a few motes of my attacks managed to make it through their defenses, and my enemies were hardened enough to not freak out at the slightest touch of hellfire. They even had the leeway to shoot magical projectiles of their own right at me!

My tail flicked, hooves bucked, and I dodged most of them. Devilcalibur slammed down against their frontline, but their formation had already largely reformed. Human, ogre, and centaur frontliners had rushed to fill the gap, and they managed to weather my next blow without a single death. The swordreaper landed another sharp slash from afar, and then another. It was far more effective from this distance, a steady stream of attacks that drew blood and compromised my armor. Some other squads lingered nearby, behind windows, atop rooftops, and around the streets. Most of them were archers, with a few mages mixed in, and their projectiles rained down

“ARRRRGGHHHH!!!” I roared and changed for them instead. My enemies immediately took this opportunity to go on the offensive, and I was forced to defend and push them back. The squads around us repositioned away from me, but soon continued their own bombardment. They paused upon my regular intimidation package, but the traitors and deserters weren’t enough to break their assault, and this line of attack would only get weaker against the same target over time. I could reach them if I wanted to, but not without taking significant amount of damage from their one very elite formation.

They could keep me here and whittle me down. I wasn’t even sure that I could outlast them this time. It was a formation very similar to the one I was studying to slay an angel, so I gave them another minute of going between defense and offense before I decided on my line of attack.

I disengaged with the confluence of wrath and a push of my elements towards the elite squad. I suddenly took to the air and began to take out the atop the rooftops while sending hellfire screaming through the full building below. This time, they weren’t able to easily put away the hellflames any longer.

The enemy projectiles naturally followed me as I made my rounds, but I could dodge most of them while I was on the move like this. I grinned evily when the elite squad moved to follow, but they did not come close to actually entering any of the buildings.

My enemies moved, and the soldiers and adventurers ran out of the buildings wholesale. Now they were only on the streets, and I dropped back down to meet them. I circled and killed another squad or two before the most elite team caught back up with me. I disengaged again with my most powerful attacks, but they arrived even swifter this time once I began my slaughter of their goons anew.

At least all of them congregating on the ground like this made it more troublesome for their soldiers to aim. I clashed again with the elite squad, and the same powerful exchanges as before followed. My armor cracked, and dented, and finally into pieces. Their blows landed on my body, but the cuts, and burns, and frost quickly healed.

It had become a battle of attrition. I got a handful of the elites when I detonated all the blood I’d spilled all at once. I killed another handful when they foolishly allowed me to finish one ritual on the ground.

The rot and ruptures along their arms festered for every time they managed to land a blow on me. My enemies had to pull back and heal more and more, but never backed down. I pressed them even harder as they scrambled.

Another one fell. A templar.

The swordreaper shouted again. She’d been trying to have a conversation in the middle of the fucking battlefield since earlier. .

“YOU KILLED THARIAN!” she complained.

I did not know any Tharian.

But well, I wouldn’t be surprised if she spoke the truth. I had killed a lot of people. She wouldn’t be the first to come looking for answers or outright vengeance.

“THAT’S YOUR OWN FRIEND! YOUR PARTY MEMBER OF DECADES!!”

I furrowed my brows. There was only one long-time friend I’d ever killed, and it’s…

“Do you mean Therick?” I asked despite my better judgment.

“YES! HE WAS TO BE MY PROTEGE.”

I heard her words. I slashed at the people protecting her. My hearts weren’t truly in it. I was working almost on autopilot. My mind churned, and I needed to .

So I did.

I dug up long, painful memories. Therick betrayed me, and joined the enemy. He must’ve gotten something out of it. Now I knew what. To become the disciple of someone so that she needed to be protected, else I would’ve ripped her apart already!

It was embarrassing. It was infuriating. It was not I was being held back here, by a bunch of people None of them would last five moves in an actual duel. But like this, they’d created a stalemate I couldn’t just break. I was already giving it my all. By the time they broke, the city might’ve fallen.

they break at all.

It wasn’t a given that I would eventually win, I had to admit to myself. And that made me This was Edengar. I would not lose to these fuckers again!!

I took a mental step back, and actually considered if I should retreat. It would suck, but New Grandera could lose a city. I’d done my best.

No, this elite squad would just do the same and support their own frontlines.

There was really only one card left for me to play, if I wanted to break this stalemate, and then break

I could bring forth my Resentment, but was it worth revealing here?

I wanted it to be a surprise for the angels.

I just had to retreat and worry about retaking this city later.

“ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!”

I screamed and crashed into their ranks. Devilcalibur slammed into their vanguard, and they fell where previously they would’ve only faltered. I did not give them the chance to recover and swiftly executed them with another swing. The tendons I’d broken along my limbs weren’t even fully healed by the time I repeated the same process to their next rank of fighters. Gold-rankers celebrated and praised the empire over fell like the that they were under my assault.

Finally, the swordreaper was in front of me, and my greatsword immediately slammed towards her own. The words died in her throat as she desperately defended… and I actually found my strike deflected! But the ordeal still left her shaken and numb, and death would not wait for her to recover. I forced my body to move, and my next attack severed both her arms as she staggered back. Her few lackies closed in to stop me, and their mages abandoned defense for the first time, but it was too little too late. My blade bisected the swordreaper right in half, and then those two halves were torn apart by writhing bone and coiling muscles from the inside.

Dozens of blades, arrows, and spells, intersected against me. I continued my charge forward to dodge most of them, and then kill the mages, archers, and healers in the back. They had left themselves vulnerable to my magic with that last attack, and were now in disarray. My greatsword went through them like butter, and their bodies quickly deformed. The lingering shockwave of curses rendered them injured and slower, so I caught up quickly even as they ran. I’d just killed two of their sundertop healers, when someone finally sounded a full retreat.

But there was no way I would let them. They would not leave here alive. There was no escape. They’d made of themselves my enemy, they colluded with my tormentor:

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!”

I roared again. They fled away in terror like I was a mindless monster. The way I chased after them only solidified that wrong impression. I tore them apart with all my means available, biting and scratching, and stomping, among the twisting of my greatsword. Most of my wounds had already healed by now, though my tattered clothes and the blood on my body still remained.

The Edengarians scattered more and more. Even I wouldn’t be able to get all of them like this. I spent only a few seconds longer leaping after some of the remnants, before I decided to go after some far better targets.

The armies behind me. That of both Edengar and New Grandera.

I could go for the remaining half of the enemy camp that was still outside the walls and streaming through the gate and a couple other openings that had been made along the unmanned walls.

I grinned, just before I carved through a line of soldiers to arrive at the front of the gates. My enemies continued their charged, carried along by momentum, as if I could be brought down. I weaved through their line in a mist of blood and explosive sounds, for my every move broke the sound barrier. I tossed the head of their precious swordreaper into the air, and then broke their wills with my intimidation package. They had already sent their best fighters ahead, so those who remained here were no match for me, even unarmored. I drank of their blood and restored myself, dashing any false hope they might’ve had of tiring me out. My storm of hellfire and curse waned eventually, but they were in a rout by then. I chased after them as I pleased, indulging in the violence, until they had scattered far and wide enough that I could not easily find new prey any longer.

I flew back and saw the burning sea of corpses that covered the land. Once Rotting in piles, like in the nests of goblins.

We smiled, for a job well done.

📖 Contents

1 Chapter 1: The Flames of Lucyfer 2 Chapter 2: The Gates of Haell 3 Chapter 3: The Anatomy of a Human. 4 Chapter 4: Baby Steps. 5 Chapter 5: Happy Birthday! 6 Chapter 6: Belated Happy Birthday! 7 Chapter 7: Go to Church. 8 Chapter 8: Baptism. 9 Chapter 8.5 (Interlude): The Genocide of The Inhex. 10 Chapter 9: The Munchkining Begins. 11 Chapter 10: Swords and Magic 12 Chapter 11: Hunter. 13 Chapter 12: Envy. 14 Chapter 13: Fire Away. 15 Chapter 14: “Society.” (Clown Emoji.) 16 Chapter 15: Manifest! 17 Chapter 16: Don’t Scream For Ice Cream. 18 Chapter 17: Furious Attack! 19 Chapter 18: Tree Magic 20 Chapter 19: Some Very Light Sparring. For Fun. 21 Chapter 20: Teach a Lesson 22 Chapter 21: End of Innocence. 23 Chapter 22: Coming Out 24 Chapter 23: All The Preparations. 25 Chapter 24: At The Gates and Beyond. 26 Chapter 25: Finally! Some Proper Wholesome Violence! 27 Chapter 26: Harvest Season 28 Chapter 27: The Forestation. 29 Chapter 28: Worry 30 Chapter 29: The Ogre and The Human. 31 Chapter 30: Moonwash Rising! 32 Chapter 31: The Harvesters Assemble. 33 Chapter 32: Show Your Horns. 34 Chapter 33: I Want Kill! 35 Chapter 34: Goblin Siege. 36 Chapter 35: Spread of the Wicked 37 Chapter 36: Basement Dwellers 38 Chapter 37: Final Preperations. 39 Chapter 38: Moment of Demonic Truth 40 Chapter 39: The Anatomy of a Demon. 41 Chapter 40: I am Demon. 42 Chapter 41: Friends of The Demon. 43 Chapter 42: A Carriage is a Nice and Effective Vechicle. 44 Chapter 43: Wonderzone. 45 Chapter 44: Drizzle. 46 Chapter 45: MY Wonderzone!? 47 Chapter 46: Secret Base. Secret Base! SECRET BASE! 48 Chapter 47: The Cool Aunt. 49 Chapter 48: Happy Hunts and Happy Visits. 50 Chapter 49: Believe in Me. 51 Chapter 50: Murder. Bad or Good? 52 Chapter 51: Let’s Go Fishing! 53 Chapter 52: Plant the Seed. 54 Chapter 53: Love Thy Goblins. 55 Chapter 54: The Blood. 56 Chapter 55: Never Stops Flowing. 57 Chapter 56: Start Over. 58 Chapter 57: Secrets, Secrets, They’re So Fun! 59 Chapter 58: Advice. 60 Chapter 59: Basic Training. 61 Chapter 60: Friend. 62 Chapter 61: I’m Amazing. 63 Chapter 62: Coming Out – Rock and Roll Edition. 64 Chapter 63: Ideas and Action. 65 Chapter 64: Ritual Mayhem. 66 Chapter 65: Best Friends Forever! 67 Chapter 66: Totally Friendly Debates. 68 Chapter 67: Eye Found You! 69 Chapter 68: More Fishing! 70 Chapter 69: Nice! 71 Chapter 70: Haell the Civilized. 72 Chapter 71: I’m Truly Amazing. 73 Chapter 72: Paint the Walls Rainbow. 74 Chapter 73: Goodbye. 75 Chapter 74: A Brand New Encounter. 76 Chapter 74.5 (Interlude): The Journey of Elfrafim 77 Chapter 75: The Old Home. 78 Chapter 76: Reap What You’ve Sown. 79 Chapter 77: The Power of Friendships. 80 Chapter 78: It’s Good To Be Back. 81 Chapter 79: Beyond Twenty. 82 Chapter 80: True Demon. 83 Chapter 81: Take Flight. 84 Chapter 82: Burning Bridges. 85 Chapter 83: An Eternal Memory. 86 Chapter 84: The Talk 2: I’m Scared Edition. 87 Chapter 85: A Warm and Peaceful Forest. 88 Chapter 86: The War Symbol. 89 Chapter 87: Berry 90 Chapter 88: Misplaced Vengeance. 91 Chapter 89: Take Off. 92 Chapter 90: All The Shouting. 93 Chapter 91: Contemplating Murder. 94 Chapter 92: To Learn Anatomy. 95 Chapter 93: Silence. 96 Chapter 94: Why Adventurer? Why? 97 Chapter 95: That’s Sick. 98 Chapter 96: Consistency. 99 Chapter 97: New Environments. 100 Chapter 98: Did I Do Anything? 101 Chapter 99: We’ll Cross That Bridge When We Get There. 102 Chapter 100: Blood-painted Fence. 103 Chapter 101: Beachside Date. 104 Chapter 102: The Crustecars. 105 Chapter 103: Growth. 106 Chapter 104: Do Not Taunt Me. 107 Chapter 105: A Glorious Truth. 108 Chapter 106: Is This Menacing? 109 Chapter 107: Unglowing Review. 110 Chapter 108: A Blast From The Past. 111 Chapter 109: Connections Forged. 112 Chapter 110: The Journey Without an End. 113 Chapter 111: Gold. 114 Chapter 112: Feast! 115 Chapter 113: You Belong in A Museum. 116 Chapter 114: The Most Painful Way To Die. 117 Chapter 115: Fields of Green. 118 Chapter 116: Everyone Turned Green. 119 Chapter 117: Don’t Be Like Me. 120 Chapter 118: Wonderful Memories. 121 Chapter 119: A Sh*tty Encounter. 122 Chapter 120: Speechless. 123 Chapter 121: The One That Got Away. 124 Chapter 122: Be Humbled. 125 Chapter 123: The Confluence of Power. 126 Chapter 124: bugsbugsbugsbugsbugsbugs–TREE! 127 Chapter 125: The Enemy of an Enemy is my Friend 128 Chapter 126: It’s Only Fair. 129 Chapter 127: Terror. 130 Chapter 128: Love People. Love The World. 131 Chapter 129: Banditry. 132 Chapter 130: History. 133 Chapter 131: What Freedom Looks Like. 134 Chapter 132: Prayers and Thoughts. 135 Chapter 133: Borderline. 136 Chapter 134: I Love Being A Demon. 137 Chapter 135: Pride and Prejudice 138 Chapter 136: Adventurer of a Different Kind. 139 Chapter 137: I Offer You This City. 140 Chapter 138: Revisiting My Bloodied Roots. 141 Chapter 139: Mental Fortitude. 142 Chapter 140: The Beach Episode! 143 Chapter 141: The Dark Depths of The Mind. 144 Chapter 142: Promise and Compromise. 145 Chapter 143: Pick Your Poison 146 Chapter 144: What’s The Rush? 147 Chapter 145: Egg. 148 Chapter 146: Wrath Unleashed. 149 Chapter 147: Mind Break. (DOUBLE CHAPTERS TODAY!!!) 150 Chapter 148: I’m not stuck in here with you. You’re stuck in here with me. 151 Chapter 149: Deal With The Devil. 152 Chapter 150: The Taste of Poison. 153 Chapter 151: Hearts Break. 154 Chapter 152: Loyalty. (DOUBLE CHAPTER AGAIN TODAY!) 155 Chapter 153: Hell on This World. 156 Chapter 154: Catharsis. 157 A Retrospective on That Last Arc. 158 Chapter 155: Reunion. 159 Chapter 156: Happy Haunted Funhouse. 160 Chapter 157: The Hearts of a Vampire. 161 Chapter 158: Into The Belly of The Beast. 162 Chapter 159: I Invite You Into My Home. 163 Chapter 160: So much to do. So much time. 164 Chapter 161: Legend. 165 Chapter 162: To Train The More Powerful. 166 Sorry for the lack of uploads lately! New chapters coming back very soon! 167 Chapter 163: Do You Wish To See My Power? 168 Chapter 164: Helping Hands. 169 Chapter 165: Find Your Reflection. 170 Chapter 166: What You Don’t See Is What You Don’t Get. 171 Chapter 167: Grand Ritual Hall. 172 Chapter 168: Found Reflection. 173 Chapter 169: Break All Convention. 174 Chapter 170: The Soldiers And Those Above. 175 Chapter 171: Make Hug. Not War. 176 Chapter 172: Bleeding Hands. 177 Chapter 173: The Curse and Triumph of Demonhood. 178 Chapter 174: A Date With Destiny. 179 Chapter 175: The Sleeping Dragon. 180 Chapter 176: Home Renovations. 181 Chapter 177: The View From Up High and Down Below. 182 Chapter 178: To Be Noble. 183 Chapter 179: I Will Remember Forever. 184 Stub announcement! (+New Cover!) 185 Chapter 180: Hit The Wall. 186 Chapter 181: Because The Mountains Are There. 187 Chapter 182: Demon Aspires. 188 Chapter 183: I’m Not Noble 189 Happy New Year! Sorry about the delays. An Explanation! 190 ANNOUNCEMENT! BOOK 1 IS FINALLY LIVE ON AMAZON! 191 Chapter 184: Arx. 192 I messed up and I’m (allegedly probably) not getting paid (in full) for the first week(s) of my Amazon book release! 193 Chapter 185: New Friends. 194 Chapter 186: Resentment. 195 Chapter 187: Imperfections. 196 Chapter 188: Total War. Battle of The Queens. 197 Chapter 189: Make Sure To Smile After The War! 198 Chapter 190: What Matters in The End. 199 Chapter 191: New Horizons. Or The Mountains That Block It. 200 Chapter 192: Mountain Culture. 201 Chapter 193: Endless Horrors Underneath Our Hooves. 202 Chapter 194: You Do Not Want To Fight Me. 203 Chapter 195: You Really Don’t Want To Fight Me… 204 Chapter 196: Hero’s Journey. 205 Chapter 197: A Wealth of New Powers. 206 Chapter 198: The Last Memory. 207 Chapter 199: Angelfall. 208 Chapter 200: Will of The Dead. 209 Chapter 201: Moving Forward. 210 Chapter 202: Wartorn Ruination. Peaceful Recuperation. 211 Chapter 203: True Pandemonium. 212 Chapter 204: Worries of Queen and Peasant. 213 Chapter 205: Warfronts and Nostalgia. 214 Chapter 206: They Came From Hell. 215 Chapter 207: Sensory Overload. 216 Chapter 208: Savior Destruction. 217 Chapter 209: It’ll Be Okay. 218 Chapter 210: Hope. 219 Chapter 211: The Burning of Gardine. 220 Chapter 212: Deeper Scars. 221 Chapter 213: The Devil in the Details. 222 Chapter 214: Stare Into My Eyes. 223 Chapter 215: Peer Into Space. 224 Chapter 216: The Hypocrisy.

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