Chapter 202: Wartorn Ruination. Peaceful Recuperation.
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âRiner the human boy PoVââHang in there! I got you! I got youâŚ!â I did not! Iâm scared! Those cursetaceans had come! They destroyed our village! What happened to the fortress cities! I thought they would protect us!? Why did the guards fall?!
âRin⌠Rin⌠I canâtâŚâ my little sister cried! I cried too!
âDonât worry! Just a little more! Help will come! Help willââ I took another glance behind myself, and saw the cursetaceans gaining ground!
I let go of Yinel, and pushed her forward.
âRinâŚ!â
âGO! Iâll be fine! Iâll beââ
The damned crab caught up to me then. My leg was crushed and I screamed.
âNo! NO NO! LET ME GO!â I fumbled for my knife and then stabbed the foul creature, but the blade broke, and I somehow got injured!
âWhy? WhyâŚ? WHY!?â I didnât know what was happening anymore! I didnât knowâŚ
I blinked, and saw the cursetaceans still chasing after my little sister.
I reached out my hand to stop themâŚ
I couldnât⌠I couldnât.
âBack to Haell PoVâ
âHere, here, make sure to eat well.â Mom said kindly to Arx as he joined us again today for dinner.
âI will! Thank you, Mahka!â And he was genuinely thankful. My friend ate with such appreciation for good food.
âI canât believe youâve been here all along,â Mom commented at some point. âI never noticed! Itâs funny to think that you were just a wall away but we never noticed.â
âWell, I havenât been here long. Only in the past year or so,â he said from his own cushions and table. âSorry. Haell did want to introduce me to you and everyone, but I didnât want to be potentially found out. Not that I think youâre untrustworthy! Itâs justâŚâ
âOh itâs fine,â Dad said. âYouâve got way more troubles than us. I understand.â
âOkay⌠thank you.â
âWeâll go with you tommorow,â Mom said, referring to how Arxâs mere presence had immediately caused a scene in the city earlier. âWeâre not as strong as you, but you can come to us anytime if you ever need something.â
Arx bashfully dug into his delicious food. âOkay. Thank you,â He repeated the same thing. âBut maybe not tomorrow.â
I laughed at that, but didnât protest. People did react worse to his presence than I thought they would. That was terrible. were terrible. Did they not know how much Arx had done for themâ
, at least Arx could feel at ease here, around the people in my most heavily cursed home.
I took another bite of my food, and listened happily to the many conversations around the dinner table.
âSo thatâs your dealâŚâ Angerly said after getting to hear Arxâs story. From his origins to his time in isolation. Our meeting, and the changes that followed. The glorious battle where we killed an angel, though that had already been told in full during Grandpaâs funeral, just as he wouldâve wanted. And then Arx closed it out with the current challenges he was facing, now that heâd revealed his existence and power in full. âIâve always been curious about the Level 80 inhex who just suddenly appeared. But we never really got to talk, with the whole funeral and allâŚâ
âAnd thatâs good, I think. It was a send-off to a friend. Not about me.â Arx tilted his head up, and emptied the content of one whole wine bottle, before grabbing another one. âI just couldnât come to my friendâs funeral. Not when I have no reason to hide anymore.â
âThat you donât,â I raised my mug of beer, and my friends raised their own drinks for a toast. âSo, Arx, think you can go out tomorrow? Weâll be hanging out with Angerly and sheâs bringing her daughter Ragenta along. We canât really bring babies into Pandemonium! Thatâs probably a bad idea.â
âDefinitely a bad idea,â Angerly nodded firmly.
I chuckled. I was glad she visited again so soon. Tensions were ramping up fast because of our recent exploits, so Angerly decided to circle back here after shopping around some of the neighbouring cities. We might not get another chance to just unwind for a while. Sadly, her husband Entarin couldnât join as he had other duties to attend to, and had already stretched his schedule to attend my grandfatherâs funeral.
I appreciated the gesture.
Arx shifted. âDo I have to?â he asked, more reluctant to go out than before.
âItâs up to you,â I shrugged. âI told you before that youâre welcome here in my city anytime, but maybe thatâs not entirely true. At least people here hate you. And I wonât police how they think. You should just tell them to fuck off and move on with your day in my opinion, but maybe you just want to have nothing with them. I canât blame you.â
âItâll be fun though,â Angerly added. âGood food, good art, good company. Trust me. I know all the best spots.â
Arx looked between the both of us, hesitating. âI⌠want to. I have to, at some point. So I will.â
I and my parents left the manor together. There was supposed to be someone else joining us, but heâd stalled right by the gates.
âYou coming, Arx?â
He stared at me.
âYes.â
With the last of his hesitation finally pushed aside, Arx the Angelslayer stepped out of Pandemonium and into full view.
People immediately began to notice his massive figure despite the massive clearing surrounding my manor. They murmured among themselves, but I ignored them and focused on only the ones that mattered as we made our way past the fence that finally led out of my personal land. Pandemoniumâs curse had actually spread past that point, for it could not be forever contained underground.
A problem for another time.
âWhoa. BIG!â The little centaur girl in Angerlyâs arms marveled as Arx came closer and closer. The red-haired toddler reached her arms out to touch my inhex friendâs sharp mandibles, and Angerly had to stop her, to which the kid pouted. âCool! Give!â
âNo Ragenta. Thatâs dangerous and sharp. It will slice and hurt and be painful like when you got that splinter on your hands last week. Is that what you want?â
The kid frowned, her eyes almost watering. âNO!â She shook her head rapidly, fanning her red hair all over the place.
âI thought not,â Angerly rocked her child, and Ragenta giggled. âNow. That big person is Arx. Heâs an inhex. And he is indeed big and cool. Heâs very nice and kind too. So what do you say to Arx?â
Ragenta thought long and hard, then started waving her hands excitedly once she came upon the answer. âHELLO!â
Arx was taken aback for a moment, but then returned the wave with his claw once the confusion passed. âHi Ragenta! Nice to meet you.â
The little baby laughed at the powerful gust of wind, and we finally took a proper tour of the city. A few inhexes approached, but at least they didnât come in a large and volatile crowd like before. They just had different things to say to Arx, conversations he needed to have, and I held myself back from intervening so many times.
âHello!â
âSorry about yesterdayâŚâ
âFuck you!â
âDonât mind them.â
âDo it! Kill all the angels!â
âStop! Please stop!â
âMaybe if you turn yourself inâŚâ
âIâm joining the army! Err, which army? This placeâs army hardly even leaves the city!â
âHi.â Arx returned their greetings with a wave of his claw.
âYouâre welcome?â My friend returned the friendly words he received.
âUmm, donât know much about how things work here,â Arx tried to answer the questions thrown his way, and then the rest of us clarified where we could.
âI see.â He just accepted the unkind expletives thrown his way.
âDie in a ditch, dumbass!â I couldnât resist, I showed him how to respond! Although I didnât know how he would flip someone off without fingers like mine.
Ragenta sure learned how to do it, however, and Angerly wasnât pleased.
âDIE THIS DUMBASS!â
âNo, Rangeta⌠Thatâs bad.â
âBuh why her?â the kid pointed at me.
âBecause⌠sheâs a problem child. And you donât want to be a problem child right?â
I opened my mouth to protest, but was silenced by my friend's light glare.
âNo⌠Not problemâŚâ Ragenta deflated. âSolution!â
Angerly beamed. âOh! Yes! Thatâs right baby! Solution! Youâre so smart.â
We laughed until we finally made our way to the nearest stalls. The people knew me here, but they somehow knew Angerly even better. She didnât even live here!
âAh, Angerly! I see you brought friends.â
âOh! Is little Ragenta with you today?â
âItâs 10% off, just for you.â
âHello,â my friend responded to them with a light smile.
âOh sheâs doing well. Howâs your son?â
âThank you! Iâll buy 10% more then.â
We continued onto the markets, and sampled everything in sight. I ended up trailing behind the group for a small stretch of the journey as I took a moment to reflect.
I was joking earlier, but it wasnât like the people here didnât know me. I was definitely more well-known. They just⌠didnât act the same way.
âDemon Queen,â I heard not even my name, but my spoken in a deferential manner.
âOh, Haell⌠Hello. What would you like?â The centaur woman even bowed, when I demanded none of that.
âTsk. What do you want?â The hostility was almost refreshing. That single ripple of my boundless hatred wouldâve been enough to make a lesser person go mad.
Once upon a time, in another life, I got along with people like Angerly didâat least sometimes. But that was a life long past.
I smiled.
âWhoa hey! I hope you saved some from me!â I yelled and followed my friends into the ice cream store.
âWeâre here!â I cheered once we arrived at the theater.
âAh Miss Angerly, welcome.â
We talked to the host for a short while, and then we were welcomed inside. The doors were big enough for Arx, and so was our private booth, because massive sundertops and tyranights also existed. The play we watched was about someone reborn as a spider monster who found friends and somehow integrated into society. One of the main supporting characters was an inhex jester that loved to do pranks.
âThatâs not howâŚâ Arx began to comment, but then hesitated, âMaybe thatâs how we would be, if we didnât carry this weight, the centuries of slavery and torment...â
âYou also havenât gotten to meet the current day inhex of New Grandera,â Angerly mentioned gently. âThey act⌠differently around you. But I can at least attest that some of them are quite energetic and cheerful. Your fight isnât over, far from it most likely, but your people are healing. At least, some of them are, some of them can.â
I elbowed my inhex friend lightly. âBesides. Itâs not like youâre all dreary all the time. You can be quite fun yourself.â
â...Really?â
âYes. â I chuckled, incredulous.
âWell, Iâm glad the other inhexes can have fun too. I think about that sometimes, because you guys are great, but am I really allowed to have you in my life when my people are still trapped? â
âOh, ArxâŚâ That was so sad, and it broke my hearts. I gave my friend a big hug, for all the ones he missed and was denied.
â,â would be easy to say,â Angerly said while I consoled him. âSo I wonât say that. But, I think of it this way, as someone who can really only look from outside: That joy is what the angels and their empire want to take from you. So if you want to take it back, then should you not start with yourself? Otherwise, what happiness will you share, when you have none?â
The play ended, but the day was still young! We had lunch at some tyranight place that had the biggest servings of meat. We rested at a park, and enjoyed this unrealistically peaceful display of nature. Angerly showed us to some book cafes after, hidden gems that Iâd never heard of. Those were my hobbies, in my cities, and I didnât know.
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My parents then led us to some dance club, where they even participated in some of the shows. The two were even more familiar with all the fun places in my city, for that was all their life had been like these past few years. They seldom worked as adventurers anymore. They had a lot of savings, but they also lived on my dime, which I was only happy to provide. Theyâd done so much for me, sacrificed without asking for anything in return, and it made me happy to return at least a little bit of the favor, for how well and good they had raised me. I knew just how rare and precious of a gift that was.
âT-this is beautiful,â Arx tried not to disturb the venue with his sobs, as we listened to a beautiful orchestra. My friend turned out to have a love for music most of all, but he didnât have a gift for instruments, unfortunately. We tried.
What he ended up having potential in was singing, and Arx secured a membership and some training in the same concert club Mom and Dad frequented.
We accomplished our one goal for the day, which was to have lots of fun!
The next day, I shared the details of my new Soul Feat to Moonwash. I was still sad about Grandpaâs death, but weâd had the funeral, and it was time to get back to work. I would remember him, but all the same, the world would forever keep spinning.
âWhat do you think about my theory of your extra soul feat being tied to your possession of so many of them already?â Moonwash asked as we scrutinized my other Soul Feat that I didnât share with the others. âOr is it because of compatibility? Your whole being can be said to be steeped in curses after all.â
âAll good possibilities,â I shrugged while lying on her lap along the bed. âBut we canât really know for certain. I think itâs both, or more. My discovery of my mini-rituals did make the greater magic have its attention permanently fixed on me. It actually got even worse since Pandemonium. Additionally, it could be tied to my actions and their significance. I have been slaughtering the armies of Edengar, or Angelore as a whole, for a long time. Of the four of us⌠Iâm the only one whoâs done so much of that. Killing the angel is just what finally pushed it over the edge.â
âItâs interesting that the effects of the soul feat are more uncertain. It uses language like âYou may,â and âunlikely.ââ
âTheyâre covering their bases,â I chuckled. âI think its only real function is to create that connection between us, and a tenuous one at that. I can shut it off at will, but I bet the Angelâs Demise can too. I donât have actual control over them, nor do they of me. Hence the wording. You never know what might happen, what if our interests one day no longer align?â
âI see.â
âOne thing that does bother me, is any potential backdoor to my brain. I donât wanna be brainwashed. But Iâm very proficient at defending against that, and I donât believe thereâs anything I need to worry about. I mean, feeling raw desires and emotions can naturally bleed off into yours, but I can easily handle that much. I have the connection shut off most of the time anyway. I think Iâll only connect with them if I want to encourage them to attack something specific⌠Best not share with anyone that I can do that.â I giggled, thinking of how fucking troublesome that would be.
âThatâs good,â Moonwash said. âI donât think Soul Feats can really be negative. I havenât heard of a single one from the accounts Iâve seen so far, at least.â
âMaybe you just donât hear about the bad ones,â I shrugged. âItâd be a weakness, and people do not want to reveal those. Hell, people probably hide their Soul Feats just in general! They definitely do!â
âYouâre right. Itâs unfortunate that people keep so many secrets.â
âCanât blame them. I do too.â
âAt least I get to know yours.â She leaned down to kiss me. âIâm certain you have the best ones.â
I flew above the battlefield. Of Edengar and New Granderaâs forces locked in a mortal struggle. It was a war that had raged for ages, and the same war that took my grandfatherâs life.
I frowned, but that was fine. This was the place to let all that violence out. Iâd sat in on some important meetings, so I knew that Edengar was finally truly flagging. They were losing territory faster than their enemies could reach them. It was almost a mercy for New Grandera to take over, and truly convert the place through whatever criteria the Angelâs Demise used, so that they would not be utterly and completely annihilated.
Iâd rested enough. It was time to get back to work.
I released the wellspring of rage inside of me, and immediately forced every single Edengarian there to shiver in fear. My evil eyes added to the pressure, and they began to break. They collapsed, they ran, they executed deserters and stood firm against our threat. This army was far from the strongest Iâd stood against, but here I could see that they were now well and truly desperate.
I careened down to join them in the great struggle. Arrows and projectiles shot towards me, and the cursed armor that I wore suffered multiple breaks. By its origin, by the connection to my magic that made us one, by the , my vengeance came fast and powerful. All those who had shot and hit me immediately suffered debilitating injuries that tore through their bodies. Instantly, and without mercy, like how the Angelâs Demise might do it.
There was no escape, no way to block, this vengeful curse.
âANGELSLAYER!â
âHERETIC!â
âWHAT HAVE YOU DONE!?â
âYOU WILL PAY!!!â
I scoffed and landed among them with such force, that it made their footing falter.
Their rage was as laughable as ever.
It was time to restart the slaughter.
âI think this can help you evolve,â Moonwash mentioned on one wholesome day while doing more tests with Evelâs corpse.
âWhat?â My brows raised so terribly high in surprise. âREALLY!?â
âItâs still just a theory right now, but I can try to come up with a ritual.â
âItâd be awesome if it works, then!â I exclaimed. I immediately got excited. It made so much sense. If an angel was inherently mutable somehow, then of course their remains could be used for those purposes. âDo you think they used that same method to bring fountains and ishkawtans to this world!?â
âThat killed an uncountable number of people. Uncountable because they didnât want to count, and accurate estimates are sparse, but itâs definitely in the hundreds of thousands, possibly millions. So if that was them using angel flesh to make the process easier, then they completely suck at it.â
I hacked. âHah! Yeah. They do suck. I also donât know if theyâll be willing to make the sacrifice.â It was pieces of angel flesh theyâd need to give, at a minimum.
âIt might also not work as well if the donor is still alive.â
âThat too.â Mutations could be very weird. âThe angels will definitely not sacrifice their life for their plans.â I grinned as I stared at the dead one right in front of me. âNot on purpose, anyway.â
A comfortable silence passed as my girlfriend continued to prod her subject. I considered the evolution-enhancing possibilities of an angel corpse some more. I pictured myself getting even stronger through that angelâs death. Her body would give me better mutations, mutations, with which to kill those she once loved! I⌠remembered a friend who also wanted to evolve. Someone who⌠might need it more than me.
âWouldnât thisâŚâ I hesitated. I wanted it. This angel was mine. I killed it. âWouldnât⌠also benefit from thisâŚ?â
Moonwash didnât answer for a few seconds.
âIf it works, then yes,â she gave me the honest answer.
âIâll go tell him...â
âYou donât have to.â
âNah. I to. First off, weâre friends. So donât be like that, Moonwash. Thatâs not nice,â I chided lightly. âSecond of all, it was a group effort. It wouldnât be fair for us to monopolize the Material if itâs that useful. And third, Iâm pretty confident Iâll survive another evolution anyway. I even have multiple soul feats relating to that! Iâll be fine. But anyone else⌠who knows?â I waved my hand dismissively. âIt probably wonât make my evolution stronger anyway, just safer. Thatâs the most likely scenario, right?â
âNo. I donât know if thatâs the case.â
âUrrrgggghhhh⌠Tell me that I wonât be missing out on anything!!â
âBut you might be.â
âGuuunuuunuuunuuuuu!!!â I rolled around in frustration, but ultimately decided to still do the honest thing and tell Arx.
I wanted him to survive his stupid plan, and thrive as the new king of the inhex.
âAdamo PoVâ
I groaned as I flew across the dwindling shores of my territory. The cursetaceans had thoroughly infested it, they who now called themselves the Angelâs Demise. Those scum, they would be our demise!
A single swing of my axe eviscerated swathes of them. I felt their retaliation come despite how weak they were, unable to fight back on their own. My body heaved from the pain, and I wheezed out a sharp breath. My holy magic swiftly healed my wounds, I would not be brought down by such lowly creatures, but I could no longer get even a momentâs rest from their torture.
âAAH!â I let out a sharp scream when a stronger cursetacean got an attack through my backside. My vision blurred for a moment, but I flooded my eyes with holy mana to steady them and swept my axe towards my unthinking assailant. The crab flew away and died, and for that I again suffered.
They werenât even real! They were just the last petty act of a cruel dragon. And then his creation proceeded to hound us for centuries, forever unrelenting. Theyâd poisoned even the minds of those who should be our subjects, and now they fought on the same side as these creatures! They took Evel away from us! They killed her! She was an angel! The value of her life exceeded theirs! Did they not understand that?! Did they not understand that they fought on the side of evil! Did the cursetaceans not make that obvious!? They should be falling to their knees and begging us to take them in! That was how itâs supposed to be! Thatâs how⌠itâs supposed⌠to beâŚ
I flew⌠somewhere, and reached another city. I killed the cursetaceans in proximity, especially the larger and stronger ones. I bore through the pain⌠for this would not be enough to take down an angel. Even though I really shouldnât be the one to suffer like this. My subjects should be the ones to make the sacrifice. It was their role and their duty. Not me⌠not me⌠But they were so weak! They were useless! Why did we even keep them around! Why did we protect them! They couldnât even put down the rebels. Those insubordinate dwarves! The harpies! The elves beyond redemption! Why, why, It wasnât supposed to be like this! Not like this! NOT LIKE THIS!
I crashed into another crowd of cursetaceans. I fell onto the sand along with their remains. I heaved myself up, panting. My body healed, as more of them tried to tear me apart. I crushed them with my axes. I walked instead of flying. I continued to kill the enemies of the hegemony. It was just that same slog forever. Nothing ever changes. Not since I saw all my brethren be slaughtered by a native. Archangels, even. What was I compared to them? All I could do was kill and suffer. Kill and suffer. Kill and suffer. Kill and⌠and⌠kill⌠sufferâŚ
I flew up high, away from their reach. A few birds tried to disturb me, but I just killed them⌠and they didnât take their revenge in death. That was how it was supposed to be! How itâs supposed to be!!
âAAAGGGGHHHH!!!â I screamed my rage and frustration. I flew for where my true enemies should be!